I have done Yoga. I have Meditated. I have cleansed, I have fasted, I have cried. I practice Feng Shui. I have done Laughter Yoga, the Ba-Gua, Tai Chi and Kriya Transbreath Yoga. I have Sweated my Prayers and kept Dream Journals. I know and have practiced Tarot, Hand-writing Analysis and Numerology. I have toned with the Pleiadeans. I Kirtan.
I have done Goal-Setting and made Vision Boards. I have done Shamanistic Journeys to the Past & Future. I am an Exorcist. I have gone through Initiations of the Highest Order. I have given and received Deeksha, Reiki & Ilahinoor. I have given and received countless Psychic Readings. I have attended dozens of motivational seminars and spiritual workshops. I have traveled to everyplace on earth where my Heart has led me.
I have hugged a Tree and talked to the Sage Brush. I have had Hypnotherapy, Psychotherapy, Polarity Therapy, Shiatsu and Lomi-Lomi. I have bathed in mud and soaked in hot springs. I basked in the radiance of Infrared. I had my stomach massaged to the other side of my body. And chakra work, breathwork, tuning forks, NLP, EFT, Seitai, Acupuncture, Gong Sound Healing and Ayurvedic Treatments.
I have been to Sweat Lodges, walked the Labrynth, and had my toes, my hands and my tongue read. I was worked on by two Kahunas at the same time. I have had my coffee grounds interpreted and my aura photographed. I have Divine Level III Violet Hands. I have been to Golden Bridge and studied J. Krishnamurti. I have met my Huascar and my Jaguar is with me.
I have done Soul Retrieval, I have yelled at GOd and spent hours curled up in a ball on a cold, hard, bare floor. I have been through Dark Night of the Soul more often than I have been to Taco Bell. I have been filled with so much Divine energy that I could not lift my hands from the floor. I have unleashed sacred geometry larger than our Solar System from inside a human body.
I have been to Metaphysical Fairs, drunk God-charged water and drank yerba mate from a bombilla. I have made a volcano with Pele and been encircled by 40 Dolphins in perfect synchronicity when I told them my name. I have been in the snow as it fell on Mauna Kea. I have communicated with the Arcturians, kept a womb mandala and given my blood to the garden. I have eaten figs straight from the tree, naked in the grass. I have read from the HOly Texts and books by illumined minds. I once dreamt that I carved the word "peace" into a block in an ancient Temple in Israel.
I have met the most incredible Ascended Masters in the places I have been. They have given me council, and/or I them. I met Max the famed Crystal Skull, I have defeated the Devil twice and God has spoken to me directly.
I heard the speakers that people have named amazing. I have been hugged by Amma and seen fairies in a flowering bush. A bird perched in my hand and ate from my bran muffin. I cried because the perfect song played at the precise perfect moment.
I have seen eagles soar and a hawk flew over my head as I showered outdoors in my jungle tree house. A dog told me why he barked every morning at 5:45am, then stopped. Once, following a three-day stomach ache, an electric blue Temple popped out of my body, larger than my house.
I have spent days in Silence. I have done Forgiveness Inventories and rituals. I've spoken with those on the other side and they have spoken to me. I have revisited my germination, my birth and my adoption. I have prayed with a Sister to the Waves, and the waves have answered.
I know the Sound that was made when the Color Orange was released into the World. I have practiced Hieros Gamos and said the Beatitudes in Aramaic. I have used Aura Soma and hydrosols and Sage and Palo Santos and Mushrooms. I have shaken the rattle and beaten the drum. I have danced and sang and twirled in ecstacy. My kundalini has risen and my Shakipot has opened. I am Christed.
I have been visited by Christ Jeshua, Mother Mary, Archangel Michael and Archangel Raphael. Archangel Gabriel is always with me.
I have held Africa in my womb for 9 Days. I have drunk liquid crystals and been in Cat Consciousness, Dolphin Consciousness and Dragon Consciousness. I have sat and been nourished in the belly of the Golden Dragon. I have listened to the song of the Whales while I swam in the ocean and I was in the room with the Red, White and Blue Star Nations.
I have been drunk on Moonlight and met my Power Animal. I know my Mayan Sign, my Chinese Sign, my Birth Chart, my Meyer's Briggs, my Color, my Personality Types and my Totem. I know my Hawaiian Spiritual name, my Womb Name and a huge portion of my Soul History.
And while I have grown wise and expansive and some of these things Saved My Life, and I have Saved the Lives of others, and while I have been awe-struck and inspired and blossomed because of what all of this seeking and discovery has produced, NONE of these things made my Life worth Living! It wasn't until now that I finally found what I was looking for.
All that I truly wanted~ all that I needed~ was to Love and to be Loved.
#LoveIsTHEEAnswer
I have done Goal-Setting and made Vision Boards. I have done Shamanistic Journeys to the Past & Future. I am an Exorcist. I have gone through Initiations of the Highest Order. I have given and received Deeksha, Reiki & Ilahinoor. I have given and received countless Psychic Readings. I have attended dozens of motivational seminars and spiritual workshops. I have traveled to everyplace on earth where my Heart has led me.
I have hugged a Tree and talked to the Sage Brush. I have had Hypnotherapy, Psychotherapy, Polarity Therapy, Shiatsu and Lomi-Lomi. I have bathed in mud and soaked in hot springs. I basked in the radiance of Infrared. I had my stomach massaged to the other side of my body. And chakra work, breathwork, tuning forks, NLP, EFT, Seitai, Acupuncture, Gong Sound Healing and Ayurvedic Treatments.
I have done Soul Retrieval, I have yelled at GOd and spent hours curled up in a ball on a cold, hard, bare floor. I have been through Dark Night of the Soul more often than I have been to Taco Bell. I have been filled with so much Divine energy that I could not lift my hands from the floor. I have unleashed sacred geometry larger than our Solar System from inside a human body.
I have been to Metaphysical Fairs, drunk God-charged water and drank yerba mate from a bombilla. I have made a volcano with Pele and been encircled by 40 Dolphins in perfect synchronicity when I told them my name. I have been in the snow as it fell on Mauna Kea. I have communicated with the Arcturians, kept a womb mandala and given my blood to the garden. I have eaten figs straight from the tree, naked in the grass. I have read from the HOly Texts and books by illumined minds. I once dreamt that I carved the word "peace" into a block in an ancient Temple in Israel.
I have met the most incredible Ascended Masters in the places I have been. They have given me council, and/or I them. I met Max the famed Crystal Skull, I have defeated the Devil twice and God has spoken to me directly.
I heard the speakers that people have named amazing. I have been hugged by Amma and seen fairies in a flowering bush. A bird perched in my hand and ate from my bran muffin. I cried because the perfect song played at the precise perfect moment.
I have spent days in Silence. I have done Forgiveness Inventories and rituals. I've spoken with those on the other side and they have spoken to me. I have revisited my germination, my birth and my adoption. I have prayed with a Sister to the Waves, and the waves have answered.
I have been visited by Christ Jeshua, Mother Mary, Archangel Michael and Archangel Raphael. Archangel Gabriel is always with me.
I have held Africa in my womb for 9 Days. I have drunk liquid crystals and been in Cat Consciousness, Dolphin Consciousness and Dragon Consciousness. I have sat and been nourished in the belly of the Golden Dragon. I have listened to the song of the Whales while I swam in the ocean and I was in the room with the Red, White and Blue Star Nations.
I have been drunk on Moonlight and met my Power Animal. I know my Mayan Sign, my Chinese Sign, my Birth Chart, my Meyer's Briggs, my Color, my Personality Types and my Totem. I know my Hawaiian Spiritual name, my Womb Name and a huge portion of my Soul History.
And while I have grown wise and expansive and some of these things Saved My Life, and I have Saved the Lives of others, and while I have been awe-struck and inspired and blossomed because of what all of this seeking and discovery has produced, NONE of these things made my Life worth Living! It wasn't until now that I finally found what I was looking for.
All that I truly wanted~ all that I needed~ was to Love and to be Loved.
I wonder if to get to that love it takes a lot of clearing of old energies, thought patterns, behaviors that block one's path
ReplyDeleteA great question, Bianca. I Truly believe that it was necessary for me to do All Of This clearing & work to finally find myself in True Love!! That is True for me, but fortunately, not for everyone. Our Path to Love is as individual as is each person. What it takes for one to bring real & lasting Love into their Life is unique, based on our family history, our Soul History, our thoughts & beliefs about it...
ReplyDeleteWhat Anyone can do at Any Time to move closer to True Love is to take that first, powerful, primary & integral step, which is to work on Willingness.
The Willingness is the decision to open oneself up bravely to Love, to find that place inside that Desires True Love, and to not only admits that it is there, but to boldly proclaim that you are going to go for it, now!!
I see a lot of women settling for less than True Love. It's about being willing to walk away from those matches that aren't serving or satisfying completely.
There are so few messages that steer men towards Love in modern society, and so many that steer them away from it. I see a lot of men settling for online porn or for flings. I am talking about finding the Courage to Dive in, headlong, into the whole enchilada!!! The risks are greater, it takes far more effort, but the rewards are vast beyond comparison, beyond imagining! May All Beings Be Truly & Dearly Loved~~
Mahalo for writing this. As I read all of the incredible experiences you have had, I felt envy and excitement for the possibilities that await me in this lifetime...and in your ending paragraph when you state that all that you ever wanted/needed was to love and be love, I was simply joyous and relieved! Such pure Truth and I am so grateful to have the gift of Loving another and Loving myself. Namaste & Aloha.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful words, Elisa~~ anyone with your enthusiasm and desire for magick will certainly experience it in ongoing and ever-expanding wonder~~ excited for you too! :) <3 Xo
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