Showing posts with label twin flames. Show all posts
Showing posts with label twin flames. Show all posts

Friday, August 2, 2013

The Fallout: Is There One Righteous Man On Earth?


Since
The Final Revelation

that removed Jeshua from his Throne, (it will next be mine) you could say that he is in the dog house, on my shit list, (any cliche along this vein applies).  My shit list is exactly three beings long... and I am contemplating what to do with them . . .



I have been quite Heartbroken and disgusted with this information, and while I have taken steps to forgive him, this will not come to completion until I see him in New Eden, and believe me, we will. have. some. words!

As the world has literally been 180 degrees off course, it is logical that I should be the one bearing the moniker of "Whore" for all of these years and paying the price for it in so many related ways, while he was Exalted as the Standard of Untouchable Perfection, Unmatched, Worshipped, SINLESS... as THE SAVIOUR!!  #yuck.  The whole thing makes me feel yucky!!


And while I understand it logically-- the place for this Revelation in the overall Grand Design; dealing with it on an emotional level is an entirely different thing.  It is a very bitter irony and the richness of that is not lost on me.  I am in shock, pissed, furious, enraged, outraged-- you name it!

In fairness, Jeshua (who is in a Female body this time, by the way) is in the top of a very short list of my favorite people, and nothing-- not even this-- could or will change that.  But it will take some time before the healing is complete.  I will be in such perfect happiness when we arrive in the New World that it will be difficult to be upset at anything or anyone ever, but still, some crossings against us leave the deepest of scars, and this is that.  It will not disappear overnight~~ not even in the Garden.✿

My Love for Him Then, Her Now, and all of our Unions throughout time is endless and unconditional, but there is a black cloud that hovers over it...  It makes me sad.





I made an interesting connection that I hadn't before today. I have often been curious as to why I would alternate between spelling Jeshua with a "J" and sometimes with a "Y."


I realized it was because when I was talking about Jeshua the man, I would use the J.  And when I was addressing or speaking of Yeshua the Spirit, I would use the Y.






One of the things that I take comfort in is that I have found that my Love and Connection and warm fuzzies with Yeshua have not changed, faded or been affected in anyway.  We Are One.  



The saddest thing about The Final Revelation is that I had thought of Jeshua as my Perfect Love, and though it was far too brief and ended in THE WORST, MOST HIDEOUS AND PAINFUL WAY POSSIBLE, I had always thought of us before that as the Quintessential Example of Spiritual Union~ Respect ~ Partnership ~ SacredBeloveds. ♥♥  Learning that in Truth, that is NOT the case at all~~~ this raised a Burning Question:

"Is there ONE Righteous Man on Earth????" It was a Heartbreaking question even to ask!!


But honestly, for God's sake, if not Jeshua, than WHO???


After some contemplation, the question evolved into this:

"Before the Reunification of the Twin Flames; was there ONE Righteous Man on Earth????"


As all that we ask is answered, the answer came in the form of one of those rare, special, must-see movies that has the power to change attitudes, enlighten, entertain, elevate and shift paradigms.


Tonight, as I watched "The Sessions," I found One.  He was a 38 year old virgin in an iron lung~~ so it did not come easily; but it gave me hope that just maybe, maybe... Somewhere... there might be another.




As I move through the layers of the Womb into New Eden, I am removing all the harms and ills of this world~~ they will not join us there.  I look forward to far better Loving, much happier endings and A New Dawn for All.


#SeeYouThere,Bear #Aloha #Namaste' #MitakuyeOyasin

*sculpture of Mary Magdalene by Donatello 

Thursday, July 25, 2013

The Four Directions Encounter The Anti-Christ-- Part One of Four-- She of the West




Each of the Four Directions had their own run-in with the Anti-Christ at one point.  (Though, technically, he was not the Anti-Christ yet, as that did not happen until this week). 



She of the West (The Female of the Original Twins) was forced into an engagement with him in the early 1900's.  An ambitious climber who wanted to get in with his most powerful and influential circle told him about her.  "I know the girl for you..." he said, "she's not like these other girls." He was right, she wasn't.

And as William (I will call the Anti-Christ William) was adept at reading energy, he was intrigued and agreed to meet her.

He was considered the most eligible
 bachelor at that time, but she did not want to be with him.  That drove him crazy as there was not much that he couldn't have, so he decided that he wanted her... and he would have her!! 

When she refused his engagement, he said, "Do you NOT KNOW what I could do to your entire family??  I will RUIN them!!!" And so, she conceded.


 
He crushed her right hand until it broke as he put the ring on her left ring finger, while promising her that they would have the best life of anyone and that it would be fantastic.  He said, "We'll be Living the Life that everyone wishes they were."

They were married, and though they desired each other greatly, he cheated on her often, and told her that he could have anyone he wanted.  
It was further hurtful, as he had put a spell on her to make sure that she could only Love him.  He pointed blondes out to her who he could have, had had, would have, and sometimes made sure that she would walk in on his extramarital affairs.   He always made sure that he had the emotional and physical upper hand, and kept her off balance and unhappy.  As often as necessary, he would be kind to her just enough so that she would stay.
They had three children, boys, all of whom he made sure looked more like him, and who he claimed their loyalty and allegiance as his own.  In fact, it's True to say that he owned them. 

Reflecting back on this, it makes sense that She of the West (Black Nations) would have an encounter about having one's freedom taken away, as that is such an important theme in the Healing of the Black Nations.

~ namaste' ~ shalom ~ mitakuye oyasin ~ aloha ~ malama pono ~

#SeeYouInNewEden

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

See You In New Eden :)☮♥✿

Did a healing with a friend yesterday on the original split of the Twin Flames & why that happened over the creative differences between a male and a female aspect. She wanted black winged- creatures, and he did not. 



Appeals to the Christ Council and to God to undo the creation were denied. He blamed her for a lot of the ills in the world.  
So, the male aspect decided to create on his own for a while... and the One became Two.



This developed into a sharp resentment over time, and a distrust of the judgement of the Female. Ultimately, the theme that resulted was "WOMEN'S JUDGEMENT CAN NOT BE TRUSTED."

There was especially paranoia about the Woman's Womb, as it was a powerful creative force indeed, and men felt so removed from it.  Their desire to control it from afar grew and grew into a clenched fist, a flexed forearm~ the Arm & Hammer Arm, trying to bear down on female sexuality and on reproduction.  




We do not like where we've ended up. Divine Timing and all of the Forces that Be have converged for us to come together in Unity and Love again. The sour & bitterness has been released and as only the Prime Creator can do, and all is being made right!  #GloryGloryGlory

It is time for us to Create together again, from a place of great joy, fun, harmony, mutual respect, understanding, sharing and LOVE!!  As equals, honoring our differences, unique gifts, visions, approaches and pieces to the puzzle. *:) #weareallgeniuses




It's difficult to find terra firma today & I actually lost quite a bit of time (which has not happened before).  Afterward her phone died for several hours.

Today, I called my Mom to wish her a happy birthday & she could only hear me for a few minutes at a time... finally we gave up the conversation.

I truly feel like we've jumped up a level~~ a dimension? We are somewhere we've not been before. It is a floaty, soft, Lovely place, spacious and gentle. A lot of the integration is happening in my sleep. Last night in my Dreams I was laughing out loud!!  I can't recall what was so funny, but the feeling was great!

The new world is more tangible to me now that the old one. I so look forward to seeing what unfolds in the near and not so near future~~ for us all :)☮♥✿

#SeeYouInNewEden