The Fallout: Is There One Righteous Man On Earth?

Since
The Final Revelation
that removed Jeshua from his Throne, (it will next be mine) you could say that he is in the dog house, on my shit list, (any cliche along this vein applies).  My shit list is exactly three beings long... and I am contemplating what to do with them . . .


I have been quite Heartbroken and disgusted with this information, and while I have taken steps to forgive him, this will not come to completion until I see him in New Eden, and believe me, we will. have. some. words!

As the world has literally been 180 degrees off course, it is logical that I should be the one bearing the moniker of "Whore" for all of these years and paying the price for it in so many related ways, while he was Exalted as the Standard of Untouchable Perfection, Unmatched, Worshipped, SINLESS... as THE SAVIOUR!!  #yuck.  The whole thing makes me feel yucky!!

And while I understand it logically-- the place for this Revelation in the overall Grand Design; dealing with it on an emotional level is an entirely different thing.  It is a very bitter irony and the richness of that is not lost on me.  I am in shock, pissed, furious, enraged, outraged-- you name it!

In fairness, Jeshua (who is in a Female body this time, by the way) is in the top of a very short list of my favorite people, and nothing-- not even this-- could or will change that.  But it will take some time before the healing is complete.  I will be in such perfect happiness when we arrive in the New World that it will be difficult to be upset at anything or anyone ever, but still, some crossings against us leave the deepest of scars, and this is that.  It will not disappear overnight~~ not even in the Garden.✿

My Love for Him Then, Her Now, and all of our Unions throughout time is endless and unconditional, but there is a black cloud that hovers over it...  It makes me sad.

I made an interesting connection that I hadn't before today. I have often been curious as to why I would alternate between spelling Jeshua with a "J" and sometimes with a "Y."


I realized it was because when I was talking about Jeshua the man, I would use the J.  And when I was addressing or speaking of Yeshua the Spirit, I would use the Y.

One of the things that I take comfort in is that I have found that my Love and Connection and warm fuzzies with Yeshua have not changed, faded or been affected in anyway.  We Are One. ♥ 

The saddest thing about The Final Revelation is that I had thought of Jeshua as my Perfect Love, and though it was far too brief and ended in THE WORST, MOST HIDEOUS AND PAINFUL WAY POSSIBLE, I had always thought of us before that as the Quintessential Example of Spiritual Union~ Respect ~ Partnership ~ SacredBeloveds. ♥♥  Learning that in Truth, that is NOT the case at all~~~ this raised a Burning Question:

"Is there ONE Righteous Man on Earth????" It was a Heartbreaking question even to ask!!


But honestly, for God's sake, if not Jeshua, than WHO???


After some contemplation, the question evolved into this:

"Before the Reunification of the Twin Flames; was there ONE Righteous Man on Earth????"


As all that we ask is answered, the answer came in the form of one of those rare, special, must-see movies that has the power to change attitudes, enlighten, entertain, elevate and shift paradigms.


Tonight, as I watched "The Sessions," I found One.  He was a 38 year old virgin in an iron lung~~ so it did not come easily; but it gave me hope that just maybe, maybe... Somewhere... there might be another. ♥



As I move through the layers of the Womb into New Eden, I am removing all the harms and ills of this world~~ they will not join us there.  I look forward to far better Loving, much happier endings and A New Dawn for All.


#SeeYouThere,Bear #Aloha #Namaste' #MitakuyeOyasin

*sculpture of Mary Magdalene by Donatello 

The Final Revelation : UNTHRONED

 I found something very important this morning. It's incredibly disturbing and painful, so much so, that I put it off for 45 years in this Lifetime, and over 2000 since the time of Christ.  Because I couldn't stand to face the memory of it.  

I understand, that you won't be able to either, and believe me, NO ONE understands better than Me.

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I could feel some old wounds from my time in the cave, right after our daugter Sarah had been taken from me.

I had not been shown the rest of the story until now.

I have known for three months now that there was a possibility that Jeshua had survived the crucifixion.  That information rearranged by DNA, and I did not know for sure until today. 

What I was shown was that He DID survive the crucifixion. Joseph of Arimathea, Mother Mary, Marie Salome and I took him down from the cross before he departed.

The Maries & I used ointments and oils (including Belladonna) to restore him. 

We were separated, out of fear of my safety and the safety of the Baby (still in utero). We knew that our child, Sarah, was important to turn the current tide of Oppression, and we knew that it was imperative to keep our Bloodlines going. ♥

Joseph of Arimathea assisted me in escaping, as our Lives were truly in danger.  I have only seen myself in a cave, no matter how many times I have revisited this scene, I still do not know where I was, but Jeshua and I were separated. 

What I know for sure is that I was alone, cold, starving afraid for my Life and pregnant.  After Sarah was born~~ she was the *most remarkable* child!  She truly did have the best of both Jeshua and I~~  Full of the magic of Unicorns, Flowers, Fairies, Precious Stones, The Mer People~~ everything that was delightful and awe-inspiring!!  She had red hair and the fairest skin.  While I was so happy and proud to be her Mother, and I was so sad and despairing to not be able to provide for her!!

When she was 2 1/2 years of age, three men came to the cave. They claimed to be government officials.  One of the men was tall and wore a tall hat.  He did most of the talking.  I could tell that their intentions were not pure, especially one who had dark hair, fair skin and a mustache.  They took Sarah from me under the guise of child protection, and though I fought with all of my might, I was no physical match for the three of them.  She was gone.

Margaret Starbird knows me best, when she calls me God's saddest daughter. 

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I have known this for some time too, for about two years now. Recently, I had been getting messages that it was time to know the rest of the story.  When things that are so close to the bone, so painful and so deep in one's Heart, sometimes we need to nibble at them instead of confronting them all at once. 

Because Jeshua and I shared so much more than just a physical relationship, because we had done the deepest spiritual work together that is possible, our ties went into my very DNA and his. Our Lives were bound together in multiple light bodies, in several levels of my womb~~ we Truly Were One.  I trusted him implicitly  with my Body, Mind, Soul, My Life & My Destiny!!  I had given him everything that one person can give to another.  He was my everything.  To this day, I have given him everything still.  I have never fully recovered from the trauma and losses that I experienced in that Lifetime.

It would not have been such a problem, except for the fact that it turns out that Jeshua was not my Twin Flame, (which I did not know until today).  What I now know is that My Twin Flame is Adam from The Garden of Eden (now called Adama in New Eden). I didn't know that two people~~ Jeshua & I or anyone, could experience the Heights of Spiritual Alchemy on so many levels without being Twin Flames!!!  It never occurred to me as a possibility, if someone would have challenged the notion that he was not my perfect match, my other Self... well, I would have bet my Life on it!!

It is a shocking revelation to me that Jeshua was NOT my Twin. With all that we shared within The Mystery and without, I did not know that two people could have so much closeness, deep intertwining and experience such heights of Destiny and Ascension without being one another's actual Match.

Yesterday, though I desperately needed food in my system in order to try and calm it down some, after the glorious, yet brutal shocks of: transforming into The Tree of Life, energetically returning to The Garden of Eden and reconnected with my Beloved Adam and the real doozy~~ The Star Sirius finally returning to Her place through the vessel of The Holy Grail which is my Body, I could eat very little and keep even less down.

My stomach was full of foam and acid, my head and neck felt like they may explode or cement into absolute rigidity.  The amount of energy that was moving through me was equivalent to 836,000 Light Years!!  I was in a very bad way.

I dug in to discover what happened after Sarah was taken from me.
I understood what exactly it was that my stomach could not digest:

***   *   ***   *   ***   *   ***Sarah was gone.  I could not overpower the men who had taken her.  In my  I was weak from malnutrition, stress and dehydration.

I cried out desperately for Jeshua to help me and I knew and could feel that he could feel me imploring him to come to me and to help me!!  Surely, he could tell how distraught I was, how desperate I was and that he was urgently needed!!!  I screamed for him, I cried out for him and 
he. did. not. come. 

He did not come, and I could not understand it...!!  As if being separated from my Sacred Beloved was not enough!  Again, I was experiencing the most crippling of grief.  And the most devastating loss.  Most of the time, I felt that she was alive.  I did not hear from her for 15 1/2 years.  It was excruciating to imagine what she might have gone through, what she still might be going through.  I had no peace.  She was a very talented Indigo Child, and when she was 18, she telepathically sent me a message to let me know that she was alive.  She felt I had completely failed her and wanted nothing to do with me.  I never saw either one of them again.  And while my life continued, I was never the same, there were too many parts inside of me that had died.

Jeshua was alive and well, somewhere else.  He could feel that I needed him, I was crying out for his desperately, and I could feel that he could feel me and he knew that I needed help.

He had begun a new Life with another woman. I could feel him having sex with her, and it made. me. sick!!!!!

The other woman in his Life was the one who is now the same woman who is currently with My Adam.

Jeshua was an easy-going kind of dude, and influenceable to the whims of what others wanted.  She did not wish to release him and he let her have her way!

I have handed these revelations up to the Prime Creator to release us all from the karma of them.

I know that they have been preventing me in receiving the support and Love that I need.  At last, the saga is over for me, for women, families, for children, and we can Live the happy, free, full Life that God intended!!

**:)☮♥✿ #SeeYouInNewEden  #Mitakuye Oyasin #Aloha #Shalom #Namaste #LaChaim #Mahalo #MalamaAina #MalamaPono #MalamaKakou

THE EVERLASTING LIGHT & THE TREE OF LIFE

THE EVERLASTING LIGHT is the Divine Alchemy of White & Gold Light. The White Star Light of Consciousness, Purity & Information, and the Golden Christ Light of Life, Ripening, the Personal Relationship to the Sacred and the Rich~~ perfectly intertwined in the Dantian of The Incorruptible One.

The Everlasting Light is the Spark that has quietly and secretly kept Life Alive from Original Eden, waiting for the moment of Human Evolution when the darkness had been put to rest and the amount of Golden Christ Light had found a readiness & willingness to be Expressed and received by Humanity.

Essentially, we had to Earn Her Presence. And Deserve Her. There was one final key to unlock Eden, and She held it.

The Golden Christ Light and White Star Light was nearly bursting out of Her Dantian, and the movement and mixtures of energy going on inside of her was enough to keep many people from sleeping. It was ready to be released, and She needed a place to put it!!

She stood outside the earth and fed it into the Earth Grid, recharging it and it glowed in response.

As She did so, I was feeling very sad, and my head lowered. I was filled with doubt and fears and insecurities. Jeshua appeared, not in His Golden Light, but in Auric, soft, smooth white spirit form. He covered and held the whole earth in this smooth and comforting energy. 

{Him, not Her}

I was sad and depressed, when I should have been so happy!  It felt wonderful, but I could hardly keep my head up. Her Purity had triggered something inside of me. Being in Her Presence and His brought up my core shadow:  Abandonment and Insecurity. 

He pulled up my chin with His hand. "Hold your head up!" He said. "You have so much to be proud of!! I could not do what I do without you doing what you do!  You have nothing to prove to anyone!!  Don't allow anyone make you feel less than. Never doubt your Worth or my Love for You!!"

In that moment, watching the EVERLASTING LIGHT filling the earth, I feared, I wondered, 'Is She the Magdalene?' 'Then Who Am I?' 'Who Am I To You??'  I had known for some time who I was, and was confident in it most of the time. But my sadness about the lack of His Presence in my experience was weighing on me so heavily.

It had been such a long road, and He had not helped me with this work~~ at all!!  I had some resentments about that.  I realize that He had given so much over 2000 years ago, but I had helped Him! So much!!  I had given everything that I had to give then, and I was still... 

He finally could come to me in this form, because the final piece of the division between Earth & Sun in New Atlantis had at last been cleared~~ thanks to Norea. When the Sun's involvement had been blocked from the Earth~ so had The Son's!! ☼

Now He Could come, and He Had!!  We were finally together again~~ working as One. ♥♥

He came to me so tenderly and told me that no, She was not the Magdalene, that She was Norea. The Incorruptible. ☼ ♥ ॐ

I knew that, but it helped so much to hear it from Him. He assured me that I was The Magdalene.  Again, He told me to lift my head. 

Feeling stronger, He peeled layer after layer off of me. It was the most amazing feeling, stripping away the heaviness and all that no longer served that I was ready to release.

"I don't know if I should say this," She said. "What's that?" I asked. "I see you 9 months pregnant." She said. I laughed, as this was not the least bit surprising to me. "I know that," I said,
"I can't be a Seed of a Generation without being Pregnant!!"

As He peeled the layers off of me, She saw a ball of mud, that She described as 'Mayan mud'. She said that this was what people had been made out of in the past, but that it was no longer working. She saw the shape of a person in glass.

She said that there was a Seed in it in the abdomen area. I perked right up when I heard that~~ "A SEED?" I said louder than I intended. "Yes" She confirmed. "At my Essence, that Is what I have said for a long time. That I Am a Seed!!" 

He was filling in my Auric Field with His white, smooth light. I was feeling more complete, full and resolute than I ever had before. This was the Mother's Milk that I had always craved.

She saw some Lilikoi vines that needed unwinding and did so.

Then, she saw the seedling turn into a plant, and so did I. I started to cry. It immediately turned from a plant into a twig, into a Vine and into a TREE~~!!!!!  I started to bawl.

I knew immediately what this was~~ it extended past my head and filled out well beyond my shoulders. It took me a while to say it, but I finally managed the words. "I AM THE TREE OF LIFE!" I said, with a quality in my Voice that had not been there before.

"I was going to say that," She said. And then She cried too. "You Are Eve and I Am Norea" She said. "I know," I said.

We have finally exited the cycle of the Tree of Knowledge and Begun the Era of the TREE OF LIFE!! 

"It's a lot to take in," she added... and drifted off into processing and integrating.

I had been expecting it all along. Waiting for this moment for my entire Life!  For my Entire Lives, that Is!!

Now I really let the tears flow~~ and basked in this energy for a few hours before doing anything else. ♔♥✿

#SevenTwentySixThirteen #TREEOFLIFE #SeeYouInNewEden !!

After The Crucifixion

On the Feast Day of The Magdalene -- Part One of Two

Time for this Healer to Heal Thyself.

I've got to clear myself before I can move ahead. I have known that there was something in me that had a sharp edge~~ an unwavering opinion, a righteous anger, a scrutinizing and heavy judgement... and it is time to go! 

I know that I have needed it until now to Know all that I Know, and to Do all that I have Done. I couldn't have recognized all of the pain and all of the twists of its manifestations that I have had to clear if I couldn't See it. To see it, I had to have something in me that was a mirror of it. I thank this energy for it's service until this point, and I shall release it to Christ Consciousness with blessings and gratitude. ♔✿

I don't yet know the specific nature of the energy that I am dealing with, but I feel that it has been here for a long time-- holding me back from my full and wholly Loving expression. I now have a sense of it. It has peaked and is making itself known to me. It is tinny and tight. I can feel it acutely, so it is time to clear it.

I've been getting messages the last few days about the time of Christ.✞ I observe at on-going junctures that my Journey this time is retracing the steps at that time again; this time with the knowledge that I can unwind the pain, forgiving the hurts and all that was lost. Forgiving everything that went wrong. I walk it knowing that it is time for nothing to remain but the Light, the Christ Consciousness, the Love. I walk it Knowing that this time is the completion of the Perfect Work that we started over 2000 years ago.

It took me a long time before I knew, that it wasn't supposed to go that way after the crucifixion~~ my Life in danger (while pregnant) me destitute, unsupported, cold, starving, slandered, maligned...
and the worst thing. The very worst thing that could have happened, happened. Trying to raise a daughter on nothing, the most beautiful, charmed, enchanting red headed 2 1/2 year old that anyone ever saw... three men took her from me (their intentions were not pure, and I could see it. And I was powerless to stop them). She was an Indigo and I didn't hear from her for 15 and a half years. I sensed that She was still alive, but sometimes I knew it more than others... there were times when I thought that I was just kidding myself.

When She was 18, She telepathically sent me a message and told me that She was Alive. That was all that She said. She was so angry at me, so hurt, She wanted nothing to do with me. I rejoiced in the knowledge that She Lived, and I mourned our fate, our separation. I despaired thinking of what all She might have endured.

It wasn't supposed to be like this. We had not set it up that way.  We were so powerful, so conscious in our Creation, so Aligned~~ how could everything had gone so horribly wrong???

It wasn't until in the last few years that I was shown the answer. There was a woman in town who wanted to be a part of our work, felt entitled to because of her spiritual power. She put a curse on my womb (in her jealousy) while we were working as a circle.  The curse affected all of the Essence Women who were there, as well as Christ (not as much).

I was not aware of the curse at that time, and in my ignorance and deepest hurt, anger and grief, I blamed Christ.  I blamed Him as an abandoner Husband and Father. And I blamed God. After my pure devotion and service and belief, THIS is how I was repaid???? 

After I found the curse and removed it, my Forgiveness began, and my relationship with The Christed One and God rapidly advanced, healed and brought a lot more joy & peace into my Life.

I have not revisited the time of Christ✞ since April, when I read half of The Jesus Papers.  It is finally time for me to Know & Re-member the Rest of the Story.

Where I left off, Joseph of Arimathea was making arrangements with Pontius Pilot to rescue Jeshua. Joseph's brilliant plan was to allow the Roman's their public crucifixion, but then to remove Jeshua from the cross before He had died. Was it possible? I feel that yes, it was.

This was a wild revelation for me, and being so swept up in my own grief, desperation, survival, etc., I had only seen things from my own point of view.  I am leaning more now towards believing that that there is more to this tale than I have remembered.

I know that ultimately, there is a time when I am rescued and returned to the Loving care of the Merovingians in France, and I feel that I am at the point right before that moment of Grace~~
may it be so.


*:) ☮♥✿ @-`-,`--

‪#‎SeeYouInNewEden‬ ‪#‎ILoveYou‬

If Only Lincoln Had A Gun

In case you missed this gem from ultra-talented Songstress Taylor Ferrera, written by her Brother Bob-- who hits the nail of the head on this so hard, that it's amazing that it didn't break in two!!


GUNS = FEAR CULTURE

The only justifications that you'll ever hear for having a gun is fear.  Fear that "someone is out to get you" or "someone is after your stuff" and other paranoid delusions.  Take a moment to think about the people who you admire.  Chances are that they are not the ones who have stockpiled the most weapons.  Chances are, you admire them for their sense of humor, their confidence, their honesty, their creativity, their bravery, their lack of stress, how they make you feel, their caring, their Love.  

We get what we think about most of the time.  If we spend our time thinking about guns, weapons and killing, we create more guns, weapons and killing.

Surrounded by weapons, killed by a gun:

http://goodmenproject.com/good-feed-blog/mystery-still-surrounds-shooting-death-of-firearms-expert-keith-ratliff/?fb_action_ids=4735150809790&fb_action_types=og.likes&fb_source=timeline_og&action_object_map=%7B%224735150809790%22%3A446330825421092%7D&action_type_map=%7B%224735150809790%22%3A%22og.likes%22%7D&action_ref_map=%5B%5D

If we think about Peace, Love, Harmony, Cooperation... then we create more of that.  It's simply a choice between Love or fear.  

The main thing missing from this discourse about Gun Control is a voice for Non-violence.  Everyone that I've heard testifying begins by saying, "I am a gun owner and a member of the NRA..."  What is missing is someone, ANYONE, who says, "I do not own a gun.   I would never shoot anyone for any reason.  I don't believe in violence and every gun is one step further in the wrong direction." So I, and everyone like me, is unrepresented in this discourse.

Here's to Life!  Here's to Living Naturally, Peacefully and Harmoniously.  Here's to Thriving and not killing anybody.  Is that really too much to ask? 

#Peace #Nonviolence #TheFeminine #Unrepresented #MitakuyeOyasin #Shalom #☮♥

REALITY V. FICTION OF THE MYSTERIES OF THE HOLY GRAIL & THE ARC OF THE COVENANT

After working with the Grail energies in diverse ways, I arrived at the conclusion that the Holy Grail and the Arc of the Covenant are the same thing. I was glad to discover that I am not the only one who thinks so (see book link below).

There are those who think of the Grail as a Chalice (cup), and while I find a Golden Chalice to be a Sacred, Enduring and Useful Symbol, and relate it to the womb and to childbirth, I find that to be too limited in terms of the Grail's meaning and applications.  I don't feel that Christ's blood was captured in a chalice (of the cup variety). And yes, Mary Magdalene was Jeshua's wife, the Mother of his child, their Daughter Sarah. Yes, Magdalene who IS the Sacred Chalice that held Jeshua's blood and it is Magdalene who is the Holy Grail, the Keeper of the Grail Mysteries.

The Arc is believed to be, well, an ark. A box, a chest of the most valuable sacred treasure the world has ever known.  I experience the Grail more as an ark, having an immense, Golden God Light and with brilliant, colorful jewels.  Not in a pirate treasure chest kind of way, it's not that physical looking... more light and things that emerge from this light. There's a sense of an infinite and eternal nature. 

In spiritual visions aka shamanic journeys (whichever pleases you) I have witnessed and used the powers that some of these jewels possess. For example, I have seen them used by persons to transport instantly from one place in time and space to another.  I have seen one that is a brilliant pink/red that has immense powers of Love. ♥

It is clear to me that one Must be Pure of Heart to work with and have access to these energies.  The Grail/Ark certainly is conscious of the intention behind the person who seeks to use it, the clarity and holiness of the person as well.  Regardless of Man's tireless search for and control dramas over possessing the Grail and the Arc of the Covenant, in Truth, no one who seeks Power shall be granted their gifts or true gnosis of their Mysteries. 

The Grail is something that Lives in the Mystery. It Lives inside of us and can be activated by those who are purely devoted to the Service of Mankind and Humanity.  And by them alone.  Are there physical items that are a Sacred Chalice? And a Sacred Arc?  Yes, there probably are.  Will they eventually end up in the hands of those who should possess them by Divine Right? Yes, I believe so.  But regardless of where they are or whose hands they are in, their Magic is available, now, to those who are called to use it. ♥

Article:
Arc of the Covenant Holy Grail Message for the New Millineum

Recommended Reading:

HOLY BLOOD HOLY GRAIL
http://www.audible.com/pd?asin=B002V1OG74&source_code=GO1DG9048SH080912&mkwid=titles&gclid=CNfU0s3KkLQCFQuCQgodjEsA9g

Mary Magdalene Christianity's Hidden Goddess by Lynn Picknett
The Magdalene Dispensation by Lona Lyons
I REMEMBER UNION 

Flo Aeveia 
Mary Magdalene, BRIDE IN EXILE by Margaret Starbird 

Haven't read it, but looks interesting:
The Judgement Day Device by William Henry

See You on the Heart Side of 12-21-12!  ~Blessed Be~