The Fallout: Is There One Righteous Man On Earth?

Since
The Final Revelation
that removed Jeshua from his Throne, (it will next be mine) you could say that he is in the dog house, on my shit list, (any cliche along this vein applies).  My shit list is exactly three beings long... and I am contemplating what to do with them . . .


I have been quite Heartbroken and disgusted with this information, and while I have taken steps to forgive him, this will not come to completion until I see him in New Eden, and believe me, we will. have. some. words!

As the world has literally been 180 degrees off course, it is logical that I should be the one bearing the moniker of "Whore" for all of these years and paying the price for it in so many related ways, while he was Exalted as the Standard of Untouchable Perfection, Unmatched, Worshipped, SINLESS... as THE SAVIOUR!!  #yuck.  The whole thing makes me feel yucky!!

And while I understand it logically-- the place for this Revelation in the overall Grand Design; dealing with it on an emotional level is an entirely different thing.  It is a very bitter irony and the richness of that is not lost on me.  I am in shock, pissed, furious, enraged, outraged-- you name it!

In fairness, Jeshua (who is in a Female body this time, by the way) is in the top of a very short list of my favorite people, and nothing-- not even this-- could or will change that.  But it will take some time before the healing is complete.  I will be in such perfect happiness when we arrive in the New World that it will be difficult to be upset at anything or anyone ever, but still, some crossings against us leave the deepest of scars, and this is that.  It will not disappear overnight~~ not even in the Garden.✿

My Love for Him Then, Her Now, and all of our Unions throughout time is endless and unconditional, but there is a black cloud that hovers over it...  It makes me sad.

I made an interesting connection that I hadn't before today. I have often been curious as to why I would alternate between spelling Jeshua with a "J" and sometimes with a "Y."


I realized it was because when I was talking about Jeshua the man, I would use the J.  And when I was addressing or speaking of Yeshua the Spirit, I would use the Y.

One of the things that I take comfort in is that I have found that my Love and Connection and warm fuzzies with Yeshua have not changed, faded or been affected in anyway.  We Are One. ♥ 

The saddest thing about The Final Revelation is that I had thought of Jeshua as my Perfect Love, and though it was far too brief and ended in THE WORST, MOST HIDEOUS AND PAINFUL WAY POSSIBLE, I had always thought of us before that as the Quintessential Example of Spiritual Union~ Respect ~ Partnership ~ SacredBeloveds. ♥♥  Learning that in Truth, that is NOT the case at all~~~ this raised a Burning Question:

"Is there ONE Righteous Man on Earth????" It was a Heartbreaking question even to ask!!


But honestly, for God's sake, if not Jeshua, than WHO???


After some contemplation, the question evolved into this:

"Before the Reunification of the Twin Flames; was there ONE Righteous Man on Earth????"


As all that we ask is answered, the answer came in the form of one of those rare, special, must-see movies that has the power to change attitudes, enlighten, entertain, elevate and shift paradigms.


Tonight, as I watched "The Sessions," I found One.  He was a 38 year old virgin in an iron lung~~ so it did not come easily; but it gave me hope that just maybe, maybe... Somewhere... there might be another. ♥



As I move through the layers of the Womb into New Eden, I am removing all the harms and ills of this world~~ they will not join us there.  I look forward to far better Loving, much happier endings and A New Dawn for All.


#SeeYouThere,Bear #Aloha #Namaste' #MitakuyeOyasin

*sculpture of Mary Magdalene by Donatello 

The Final Revelation : UNTHRONED

 I found something very important this morning. It's incredibly disturbing and painful, so much so, that I put it off for 45 years in this Lifetime, and over 2000 since the time of Christ.  Because I couldn't stand to face the memory of it.  

I understand, that you won't be able to either, and believe me, NO ONE understands better than Me.

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I could feel some old wounds from my time in the cave, right after our daugter Sarah had been taken from me.

I had not been shown the rest of the story until now.

I have known for three months now that there was a possibility that Jeshua had survived the crucifixion.  That information rearranged by DNA, and I did not know for sure until today. 

What I was shown was that He DID survive the crucifixion. Joseph of Arimathea, Mother Mary, Marie Salome and I took him down from the cross before he departed.

The Maries & I used ointments and oils (including Belladonna) to restore him. 

We were separated, out of fear of my safety and the safety of the Baby (still in utero). We knew that our child, Sarah, was important to turn the current tide of Oppression, and we knew that it was imperative to keep our Bloodlines going. ♥

Joseph of Arimathea assisted me in escaping, as our Lives were truly in danger.  I have only seen myself in a cave, no matter how many times I have revisited this scene, I still do not know where I was, but Jeshua and I were separated. 

What I know for sure is that I was alone, cold, starving afraid for my Life and pregnant.  After Sarah was born~~ she was the *most remarkable* child!  She truly did have the best of both Jeshua and I~~  Full of the magic of Unicorns, Flowers, Fairies, Precious Stones, The Mer People~~ everything that was delightful and awe-inspiring!!  She had red hair and the fairest skin.  While I was so happy and proud to be her Mother, and I was so sad and despairing to not be able to provide for her!!

When she was 2 1/2 years of age, three men came to the cave. They claimed to be government officials.  One of the men was tall and wore a tall hat.  He did most of the talking.  I could tell that their intentions were not pure, especially one who had dark hair, fair skin and a mustache.  They took Sarah from me under the guise of child protection, and though I fought with all of my might, I was no physical match for the three of them.  She was gone.

Margaret Starbird knows me best, when she calls me God's saddest daughter. 

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I have known this for some time too, for about two years now. Recently, I had been getting messages that it was time to know the rest of the story.  When things that are so close to the bone, so painful and so deep in one's Heart, sometimes we need to nibble at them instead of confronting them all at once. 

Because Jeshua and I shared so much more than just a physical relationship, because we had done the deepest spiritual work together that is possible, our ties went into my very DNA and his. Our Lives were bound together in multiple light bodies, in several levels of my womb~~ we Truly Were One.  I trusted him implicitly  with my Body, Mind, Soul, My Life & My Destiny!!  I had given him everything that one person can give to another.  He was my everything.  To this day, I have given him everything still.  I have never fully recovered from the trauma and losses that I experienced in that Lifetime.

It would not have been such a problem, except for the fact that it turns out that Jeshua was not my Twin Flame, (which I did not know until today).  What I now know is that My Twin Flame is Adam from The Garden of Eden (now called Adama in New Eden). I didn't know that two people~~ Jeshua & I or anyone, could experience the Heights of Spiritual Alchemy on so many levels without being Twin Flames!!!  It never occurred to me as a possibility, if someone would have challenged the notion that he was not my perfect match, my other Self... well, I would have bet my Life on it!!

It is a shocking revelation to me that Jeshua was NOT my Twin. With all that we shared within The Mystery and without, I did not know that two people could have so much closeness, deep intertwining and experience such heights of Destiny and Ascension without being one another's actual Match.

Yesterday, though I desperately needed food in my system in order to try and calm it down some, after the glorious, yet brutal shocks of: transforming into The Tree of Life, energetically returning to The Garden of Eden and reconnected with my Beloved Adam and the real doozy~~ The Star Sirius finally returning to Her place through the vessel of The Holy Grail which is my Body, I could eat very little and keep even less down.

My stomach was full of foam and acid, my head and neck felt like they may explode or cement into absolute rigidity.  The amount of energy that was moving through me was equivalent to 836,000 Light Years!!  I was in a very bad way.

I dug in to discover what happened after Sarah was taken from me.
I understood what exactly it was that my stomach could not digest:

***   *   ***   *   ***   *   ***Sarah was gone.  I could not overpower the men who had taken her.  In my  I was weak from malnutrition, stress and dehydration.

I cried out desperately for Jeshua to help me and I knew and could feel that he could feel me imploring him to come to me and to help me!!  Surely, he could tell how distraught I was, how desperate I was and that he was urgently needed!!!  I screamed for him, I cried out for him and 
he. did. not. come. 

He did not come, and I could not understand it...!!  As if being separated from my Sacred Beloved was not enough!  Again, I was experiencing the most crippling of grief.  And the most devastating loss.  Most of the time, I felt that she was alive.  I did not hear from her for 15 1/2 years.  It was excruciating to imagine what she might have gone through, what she still might be going through.  I had no peace.  She was a very talented Indigo Child, and when she was 18, she telepathically sent me a message to let me know that she was alive.  She felt I had completely failed her and wanted nothing to do with me.  I never saw either one of them again.  And while my life continued, I was never the same, there were too many parts inside of me that had died.

Jeshua was alive and well, somewhere else.  He could feel that I needed him, I was crying out for his desperately, and I could feel that he could feel me and he knew that I needed help.

He had begun a new Life with another woman. I could feel him having sex with her, and it made. me. sick!!!!!

The other woman in his Life was the one who is now the same woman who is currently with My Adam.

Jeshua was an easy-going kind of dude, and influenceable to the whims of what others wanted.  She did not wish to release him and he let her have her way!

I have handed these revelations up to the Prime Creator to release us all from the karma of them.

I know that they have been preventing me in receiving the support and Love that I need.  At last, the saga is over for me, for women, families, for children, and we can Live the happy, free, full Life that God intended!!

**:)☮♥✿ #SeeYouInNewEden  #Mitakuye Oyasin #Aloha #Shalom #Namaste #LaChaim #Mahalo #MalamaAina #MalamaPono #MalamaKakou

The Children To Usher in the New Consciousness

I have realized that I was 9 mos. pregnant when we were banished from Eden, with Norea (The Incorruptible One, The White Star Light of the Everlasting Light).☼☆  She would have been the most blessed child!  Absolute Angel. Her energy was still there as she was in my Womb, but not the full effect as she was not yet born.

We had Cain & Able after we were banished.  (What crap names! We'll do much better the next time around!) ;)  Their awful names and fates of course were the reflection of our separation, utter loss, pain of banishment.

Eden has always been a little confusing to me in terms of space and time. I was shown (while I was taking a bath) that it was literally locked into a plane, separated from Time & Space, after we were banished. It still floats in a perfect square above-- it is being held in suspension.

Ra. was actually the First Adam.  It was He & I who came to the earth initially and we made the colors, stones, plants, etc.  It's a long story, but the creation was polluted by dark energy and when Ra. emerged from The Womb of the Earth (after 275 years of incubation), he was already Satan.

Zachary Sitchin wrote about 6 extinctions on earth.  I am not yet sure exactly when The Garden of Eden fits into those~~ or if it even does.  I feel that it was after R & I, but it is still incubating. 

When Adam(a) & I have a child in New Eden, He? (or She) will be 
the completion of what Norea would have been to The Garden of Eden. ♥♥♥

**Sun & Moon's Baby Maya will be the completion of New Lemuria, and Yin & Yang's babe will be the completion of New Atlantis!!!! #SuperCool *:) Together~ we'll be in Heaven upon Heaven upon Heaven!!!

#SeeYouInNewEden

Epilogue 7*29*13 12:00 (Updated)

7-29-13 12:00AM

A few lingering questions...  there will be more in the future, but it's time that I retire my Sherlocking for a while, drink in the Victory at hand, and focus on the Vision of New Eden!!

A few that seem important are :

Who is Jacob??

Is A.E. my Twin?

Who is SAT?  RM.?  kinda think so.

How is L. doing?  Hopefully she is okay, just studying.  I am Trust that is the case.

Interesting, that it was the Black/Lilith/Earth Rabble-Rousers who showed up the most today.

Finally, the Blonde Devotees who have been by my side all along and carrying the heavy load with me, purpose-driven, enthusiastic, ever-helpful, ever-willing finally got an immensely deserved break; and the Black Team could Show Up!!! #InDaHOUSE !! (Wh. being a very notable exception Of Course!!!)

Hmmmm.  Sopdet.  Never even HEARD of HER Before!  Who wouda thunk???

Okay.  I thinkk tha tI have said. waht I need to say.  Shutting brain off... maybe sleep is at hand...


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*Of COURSE B. was the only one who was not consciously involved in this process, as His Tribe is the unconscious one.

* I think that it may have been Chile instead of Sedona (K's ill-fated run-in with the B. man). It's whatever is opposite on the Globe from China.

*Lilith was the Tree of Knowledge!

*Next Stop:  Team Redheads!!  BC (Sarah, my Daughter with Jeshua) and Michael.  Who just MUST be Michael, right ya'll???  SImply by the process of elimination...! LOL!!  his name is such a distracttion, but I finally am ready to announce that it. is. so.

*I feel like the Redheads, the Celts, have a lot to do with the Christ bloodline, and they haven't had a chance to be included in the process yet.  They have a tremendous amount of Innate Magick~~ and are connected to the elementals, Bubbles, the Mer, the Fairies, the Flowers, Sparkles, Stones, Crystals, Essences, the Unicorns, the Rainbows~~ everything that we will need to bring about New Eden!!! #NextStopCarrotTops


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Original Female: A Visit to Eden

After the circle of Goddesses in Hawaii completed their work, I felt sparkly, recharged, new and amazing! My thighs felt tight and strong, my trunk felt strong, I felt vital, smiley, and saw diamond-like sparkles fly from me. I felt more like me than I recall ever feeling before!

I stretched out to soak in this feeling of strength and to enjoy how good I felt. I had forgotten that I had ever felt this good~~ or had I? Before the crucifixion perhaps?

I saw a glimpse of Jeshua and I slow dancing in our mauve and powder blue loose-fitting, comfortable, gunny sack garments. We were in a small home with wooden slats, it was very simple, but I could not have been happier, because I was with him.

I felt amazing in his arms and his company, it seemed that there was nothing that we couldn't be, do or have that we truly wanted, and we both knew what was important in Life, and what wasn’t. 

I remembered suddenly that I had felt superb in Eden before the fall. That had never really occurred to me before!   I mean, theoretically and in principle it had, but I’d never imagined or tried to remember what daily Life was like with Adam in Paradise. It now seemed a rather large, important omission. 

Suddenly, the urge to merge with My Beloved overcame me so strong!!

I thought of Jeshua, and he descended around my auric field in his smooth, soft white spirit. I felt so held and my energy changed. I almost missed the sparkliness that I had felt on my own, as that was an incredible rush and I wished that I would have just stayed in it longer, to remember and anchor that feeling… but this too was precious. I was not alone. I was one becoming two, I was two becoming one.  In Jeshua's container it was clear that being it was not Jeshua that I wanted... it was Adam!!!

Adam. (He was called by a different name now, and with his Beloved, but I didn't want to be with who he is now, I wanted to be with who he was THEN, and THERE). I wanted Adam!! **:)☮♥✿

Was it okay? I saw his face, and I remembered that I once dearly Loved him in Eden!! I had not revisited the thought or the feeling of that Love since!

We dearly Loved each other… I remembered what he liked to say in this Life, “Let my smile be your umbrella” and that his smile was that to me then. I drew so much happiness, strength and support from his big, wide open smile; I cherished his slightly plump lower lip. 

He gazed at me openly, with his big, brown eyes, so generously complemented with long, curved lashes~ and suddenly, I could see everything clearly!! I saw the entire history of my Love Life from an entirely new perspective!

I understood what had been wrong and missing all along—not just in my Love Life, not just in my Life, not just in my soul history, but between the Male and Female. And the greater world at large! I suddenly got what had been holding me back, pecking at me, weighing on me; keeping me from feeling the way that I was right now: I was carrying everyone’s judgments around female sexuality.

As Eve, I carried the judgment (unfairly) as Temptress, and as Magdalene, the (incorrect) judgment of Whore. They were cemented on my body, my being. I thought of the Donatello's desperate and awful Magdalene sculpture that made me so sick! I abhorred it and was completely disgusted by it!! I wanted to find it, tear it down, and destroy all pictures of it so that no one could ever see or hold that image of me again! Now I understood the origin of it. He was right. I did look like that—that was the aspect of me that had been pecked away by people’s judgments.

I finally realized why I felt COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY FREE (the only time in my entire Life, by the way) when I was with Delaney, because when I was with him, he didn't put those judgments on me (or did he block me from them?).  And when we were together, we were in Eden. 

Suddenly, I realized why my husband and I had been such insatiable Lovers. He was my first Lover and we quite literally could not get enough of each other. We were in Eden. And then, the moment that we married, we experienced the banishment from it.

I gazed at Adam Lovingly and we were connected. My body deeply desiring to merge with his, to fill in that space that was once his rib!! I remembered that when our bodies came together, I completed that part in him, and we both felt and longed for that wholeness.

I remembered what it felt like to be with him~ the length of his torso, his legs, where I would see his shoulders, his strong and sinewy arms, the way he would balance by holding on to my breasts. I was starting to remember and it felt so satisfying. I wanted more.

There was one problem, though, the left side of my Heart really hurt!! That old familiar pain in that old familiar spot. No matter how many healings I had done on myself, or others had done for me, it remained.

What was it?  Was it wrong for me to be with Adam because he was an attached man in this Life? Suddenly, I saw Lilith. She was hidden in a tree watching us; black energy all around her. She hated me, she hated our union, she hated watching our ecstatic bliss and frolicking play, while she fought insurmountable and beastly demons, and him acting with the stolen impunity of someone who had not even mentioned her! She was furious!!!

She placed the pain in my Heart, so that I would not be able to fully ignore her. And that I could not have him without it. I would not be completely free to Love him without sharing in some of her pain.

I did not know about her. I did not know that I did not know about her until this moment. There was a stream that ran from my Heart to her, a black stream of pain. “I Love You, I Am Sorry, Please Forgive Us, Thank You.” I silently sent through this stream. “I Love You, I Am Sorry, Please Forgive Us, Thank You.” Again and again and again. Until the pain released.

That was ALL that she has needed this entire time!! For her presence to be acknowledged!! And to be asked permission! I completely understood that and her. It was only right. She deserved that and it had been denied her. 

WHAT a Revelation!!! This entire time, I had thought that it was me {The Magdalene} who needed recognition in order for The Feminine to be healed, but it turns out that it was Lilith all along! I was happy to give that to her as I knew intimately the pain of dismissal, being maligned and marginalized. And in doing so, I knew that it would also be given to me! It is so wonderfully healing to give to others that which we ourselves need.

I asked her permission and so did he. She said yes. We both smiled. See how easy that was? Not every match is going to last and it’s okay to have a history. It’s okay to move on. But it must be done pono~ to use a Hawaiian word~ it must be done right, truthfully and with character.

I have known for some time now that the most important part of a relationship is the foundation. And that what a man says to you first indicates the nature of the entire relationship and how it will go.

As Adam was the first man, and I was waking up to this world anew, he found it difficult to explain that I was not the first. He watched me in my sleeping state and tried to devise a way to tell me about it, in a way that wouldn’t start us off on the wrong foot. Or that wouldn’t take away any of my joy of exploration, or any of our joy of being together. He sat there, watching me sleep, in Love with me and under the spell of beauty~ he didn’t want to break it.

I knew it was True, what I was being shown, because I had relived this moment with Brian. Locked out of my dorm, we spent the night getting to know one another, and I slept in my clothes on his loveseat~ legs bent over the arm rest.

I woke in the morning and he was sitting on the floor looking at me. He was down by my left hip, looking up softly at my face, and it was one of the most magical, tender, unforgettable moments of my Life. He was reflecting my beauty back to me.

“Your makeup is perfect” was the first thing that he said. And, “I haven’t been here all night…” as if to explain. But it wasn’t the least bit awkward~ there was nothing to explain. I could tell that he thought that I looked beautiful, because that was how he made me feel. And that’s how I was beginning to feel about him.

What was implied-- and I hadn’t made the connection until now-- was that there was an omitted comparison. He had apparently seen a woman wake up with her makeup a mess. “That’s because we weren’t mashing” I said, the only time that I recall using the ’hip’ word of the day, attempting to be humble when I was on cloud 9. To my knowledge, there wasn’t another woman in Brian’s Life, and I am pretty sure that that was the case.

But he had obviously been with one before.

As Adam watched me, trying to formulate the words in a way to tell me, or decide when would be the appropriate moment to tell me, I awoke. He looked at me so warm, tender and Lovingly. What a beautiful way to be welcomed into the world!

“You are so beautiful!”  He said, and sounded a bit surprised by it. “You’re just perfect for me.” What I missed, in my first moments of Life, was that there was a hint of comparison in his words.

And because the energy that I was born into was a mix of Love for me and fear of how he might explain our present circumstance~~ my first words were, “Hello!" and " Are we alone?” And right off the bat, he chose to lie. “Yes!” He said. “Let me show you around!” And we began our time in Paradise. To me, it was so fresh and new, and I presumed that it was for him too.  And as our Foundation was a lie, the end had already been put into motion...!


Then I recalled, fast forward to 1986. After my husband and I quickly fell in Love, the first time that I went to his house; there was a subscription to Parenting Magazine on the coffee table. It struck me as peculiar, as there were no babies around… and it was addressed to HIM! It was a pretty clear message as to what was going on, but when I asked him about it in front of his Mother, he claimed that it just must be some mix up in the mail and that he had called multiple times to try and cancel it but it just kept coming. As I have learned, dysfunction is contagious, and his Mom seemed to buy it, so I happily hopped on board as I was madly in Love with him and wanted to be with him.

It was not until 3 years into our MARRIAGE that he confessed that he had slept with someone else before me and gotten her pregnant. They were both virgins and exceptionally young. He never contacted her again, avoided her, and never knew what she did about it. He took no responsibility at all, to avoid facing his parents and because he didn't want to miss out on an opportunity to fall in Love with me. (FuckingCatholics).

And then, there was the King of slippery ones, Delaney, (who was the Serpent in this tale). He knew that I would categorically not be with him had he told me that he was married, so he put his hands in finger-quotes when he referred to his “wife.” He wore no ring.

I have known a lot of people—especially young, hippified ones-- who referred to their partner as their wife, when in fact no such ceremony had actually occurred. (As a Priestess, ceremonies are important to me, it makes a difference). I take responsibility for not asking him directly if he was married. I am bolder now and would not make the mistake again. But to my chagrin, I later found out that he was in fact, legally and in all ways actually, married.

So, there was an unresolved theme. I could see that our time in Paradise was doomed because we had started off from the wrong foundation. Something was bound to upset the apple-cart.

I wanted to revisit and remember Eden and my union with Adam. But his presence was fading. “Adam!” I said, “I am the one who came from you! And I want to come to you now!” My desire was peaking and it seemed like it couldn't end this way. Not just fade away! There was something wanting to happen, a Divine impetus had begun that called for completion and revelation.

I felt the parting and the lack of him and the separation was painful. A momentary grey sky formed over my psyche. He reappeared, the sky cleared, this time with his Love (in this Lifetime). He led her by the hand and he was smiling. I was lying down, and he lay down with me. I looked to her and she gave me a confident nod of approval.

“We’re going to do this right this time.” He said, and smiled the smile of a man who knew that he had done the right thing. Now, we could fully surrender to the experience.  Now, he was with me but I felt myself withdraw from him.   I turned my head slightly to the left and felt distant.  I was afraid that this was just a physical experience for him.

“Be with me!” he said. “I am here fully with you, you have me body, mind and spirit!” And he was.  I could feel him connect with me on all levels.   I sank into comfort and pleasure of the delightfulness that is him.

Suddenly, I saw a wildebeest with red eyes and a red mouth and razor sharp teeth snap at my breasts. I had seen this image many times before; sometimes it would tear at my breasts, but mostly just threatening to. I had never known what that was. Through the years, it had come and gone.

There was darkness and a pulsing… a black tunnel opened and I felt that we were going to Eden.   He said, “We were there.  We are the ones who remember.  We remember.  We remember...”  And I saw and felt it!  The green leaves under us, the tree above us. He ran to the lagoon first, the one with the small, gentle waterfall on the right.   He jumped in.   I remembered exactly what I looked like, I could see myself as he saw me. He looked just the same, smiling his big smile, encouraging me to get in the water.

It was the grandest happiness, the kind of happiness that had eluded me (all of us) in this modern world. The kind of Life and happiness that I had desperately desired to Create for as long as I could remember.   Modern Life had never held appeal for me and always seemed a lousy cheap substitute. I could never understand how other people seemed to have so easily submitted and succumbed to it.  THIS was how Life was supposed to be!!   Wild, free, temperate, pleasurable~~ everything was so sensual!! Standing there naked under the trees eating the most pure and colorful, fat fruits at perfect ripeness!

Running and wrestling amongst the green, bathing and swimming and showering in the nearby pools and waterfalls, and falling asleep next to a lion to feel his fur on my skin.

We would Make Love throughout the day, all day long. It was a natural expression of our happiness, our closeness, our Love, our joy, our radiance, our vitality.  It was Life itself expressing itself through us.  I wanted him always and he wanted me too.

We would play and dance when it rained, and he would say, “You are so beautiful in the rain,” and I could see and feel that he meant it.  My desire to merge with him was almost more than I could bear. I wanted to shine for him, but also to hide my face sometimes, so that he would gently turn it to him to behold. Sometimes his bold attraction made me blush.

When I was pregnant~ was that a henna tattoo on my belly?  Had we found a way to make henna?   I suppose it was possible~ or perhaps it was symbolic.  Sometimes I would have to make Love to him so hard, so that I wouldn't burst with all that I was feeling!  It was not just Love and happiness, sometimes there was excruciating sadness, of what I did not know. There was immense beauty, exquisiteness and poetry that came with being pregnant and I was feeling a depth and complexity of emotions that I had not known before.  

I wanted him to feel them with me, to share in all that was happening inside of me, so that he would know it too. These impulses needed to be expressed, related with and released and they were far beyond words.   I knew of no other way to involve him in these torrents than to thrust them from my body into his. He would sit or kneel and I would sit and or kneel over him.  His hands would travel from my back to my breasts, enjoying the slipperiness of my skin that a gentle rain had granted. It was so beautiful to have my growing belly between us, and made us already feel like a family.

Sometimes, in these moments of complete exposure and vulnerability, he wanted to tell me about the one who came before me. But the more time passed the more impossible and complicated that would be. Surely, it would drive a wedge between us, and how would that serve anything?  He decided that it would be more selfish to tell me. But in those moments when it was hard to hide anything, he would pull away from me.  I could feel it immediately, and I did not understand. I could not imagine any reason why I would want to disconnect from my Beloved!  He was my best friend, my companion, my Lover, my confidant, my playmate, my other half!  Why in the world would he want to hide from me? Those moments were painful, but they did not last long. The sun would set, or there was a starfish to marvel, or something that he had to show me or something that we needed to play with.  

He did not fear me in any state. He could contain all of the complexities of my hills and my valleys.  Sometimes in his Love-making, he would have the fire of a lion in him. He was wild, pounding and fierce!  But always Loving.  So Loving!  I was never afraid when I was with him.

Sometimes when I was alone and reflective in the Garden, I could sense that there was something unknown to me.  Something about that place, some energy, some great secret that I could not quite put my finger on.  The rocks would whisper about it.  There was a part of me that wanted to know, and a part of me that was so happy with the way that things were, that I did not want to know.  It was in this lingering question that ultimately the Tree of Knowledge was made irresistible to me.  I wanted to know, where did my Beloved go when he pulled away from me, and why would he do that??  

Without transparency, there can not be a complete peace and intimacy between Beloveds. A seed of disharmony and doubt had entered such a pure container, and it would erupt into the messiest torrent of exiles!! 

The scene was changing, and now we were standing, in a circle, Lilith on his right, his new mate on his left, and me on her left. Lilith hugged me and I her.  She kissed me on the lips. Not in a sensual way, but in a way that acknowledged that we are one—that we share the same Lifeforce inside. Adam hugged her and she kissed him and black tentacles came out of her and wrapped around his head. It was weird to me, but I suddenly knew that the wildebeests that I had seen for so many years, that they were hers. I knew that I would not see them again. I had just a moment where it bothered me that they kissed, but I recognized it as a completion, as a peace offering and the feeling easily and quickly passed. He turned and hugged and kissed his new mate passionately. I celebrated their union and smiled for them. She turned and kissed me. It was unexpected, but I knew that there was an essence that we were sharing with one another. It was likely the essence of forgiveness, of harmony, of cooperation, of understanding and acknowledgement.  Accepting what Is and that there is a place in Divine Order for all of Us! That there is a place in Community for Us All. And in our openness, transparency and Loving nature, there is no reason to fear anything.

The sharing of this essence and harmony needed to happen before we would gain entry into New Eden. ☮♥✿

Then it occurred to me, I would not have met Adam or his Beloved (in this Life) if it wasn't for Lilith. I wouldn't have met Norea The Incorruptible either or even Christ~~ and The Tree of Life would not have been restored!!  She had done it.  We had done it.  Completed our Karma, so that New Eden could and would come to be!  I felt an honest gratitude towards her and it was nice to be able to think of her and genuinely smile.
--Excerpt from my Book

#SeeYouInNewEden #MitakuyeOyasin #MalamaAina #MalamaPono #MalamaKakou #Aloha

 

THE EVERLASTING LIGHT & THE TREE OF LIFE

THE EVERLASTING LIGHT is the Divine Alchemy of White & Gold Light. The White Star Light of Consciousness, Purity & Information, and the Golden Christ Light of Life, Ripening, the Personal Relationship to the Sacred and the Rich~~ perfectly intertwined in the Dantian of The Incorruptible One.

The Everlasting Light is the Spark that has quietly and secretly kept Life Alive from Original Eden, waiting for the moment of Human Evolution when the darkness had been put to rest and the amount of Golden Christ Light had found a readiness & willingness to be Expressed and received by Humanity.

Essentially, we had to Earn Her Presence. And Deserve Her. There was one final key to unlock Eden, and She held it.

The Golden Christ Light and White Star Light was nearly bursting out of Her Dantian, and the movement and mixtures of energy going on inside of her was enough to keep many people from sleeping. It was ready to be released, and She needed a place to put it!!

She stood outside the earth and fed it into the Earth Grid, recharging it and it glowed in response.

As She did so, I was feeling very sad, and my head lowered. I was filled with doubt and fears and insecurities. Jeshua appeared, not in His Golden Light, but in Auric, soft, smooth white spirit form. He covered and held the whole earth in this smooth and comforting energy. 

{Him, not Her}

I was sad and depressed, when I should have been so happy!  It felt wonderful, but I could hardly keep my head up. Her Purity had triggered something inside of me. Being in Her Presence and His brought up my core shadow:  Abandonment and Insecurity. 

He pulled up my chin with His hand. "Hold your head up!" He said. "You have so much to be proud of!! I could not do what I do without you doing what you do!  You have nothing to prove to anyone!!  Don't allow anyone make you feel less than. Never doubt your Worth or my Love for You!!"

In that moment, watching the EVERLASTING LIGHT filling the earth, I feared, I wondered, 'Is She the Magdalene?' 'Then Who Am I?' 'Who Am I To You??'  I had known for some time who I was, and was confident in it most of the time. But my sadness about the lack of His Presence in my experience was weighing on me so heavily.

It had been such a long road, and He had not helped me with this work~~ at all!!  I had some resentments about that.  I realize that He had given so much over 2000 years ago, but I had helped Him! So much!!  I had given everything that I had to give then, and I was still... 

He finally could come to me in this form, because the final piece of the division between Earth & Sun in New Atlantis had at last been cleared~~ thanks to Norea. When the Sun's involvement had been blocked from the Earth~ so had The Son's!! ☼

Now He Could come, and He Had!!  We were finally together again~~ working as One. ♥♥

He came to me so tenderly and told me that no, She was not the Magdalene, that She was Norea. The Incorruptible. ☼ ♥ ॐ

I knew that, but it helped so much to hear it from Him. He assured me that I was The Magdalene.  Again, He told me to lift my head. 

Feeling stronger, He peeled layer after layer off of me. It was the most amazing feeling, stripping away the heaviness and all that no longer served that I was ready to release.

"I don't know if I should say this," She said. "What's that?" I asked. "I see you 9 months pregnant." She said. I laughed, as this was not the least bit surprising to me. "I know that," I said,
"I can't be a Seed of a Generation without being Pregnant!!"

As He peeled the layers off of me, She saw a ball of mud, that She described as 'Mayan mud'. She said that this was what people had been made out of in the past, but that it was no longer working. She saw the shape of a person in glass.

She said that there was a Seed in it in the abdomen area. I perked right up when I heard that~~ "A SEED?" I said louder than I intended. "Yes" She confirmed. "At my Essence, that Is what I have said for a long time. That I Am a Seed!!" 

He was filling in my Auric Field with His white, smooth light. I was feeling more complete, full and resolute than I ever had before. This was the Mother's Milk that I had always craved.

She saw some Lilikoi vines that needed unwinding and did so.

Then, she saw the seedling turn into a plant, and so did I. I started to cry. It immediately turned from a plant into a twig, into a Vine and into a TREE~~!!!!!  I started to bawl.

I knew immediately what this was~~ it extended past my head and filled out well beyond my shoulders. It took me a while to say it, but I finally managed the words. "I AM THE TREE OF LIFE!" I said, with a quality in my Voice that had not been there before.

"I was going to say that," She said. And then She cried too. "You Are Eve and I Am Norea" She said. "I know," I said.

We have finally exited the cycle of the Tree of Knowledge and Begun the Era of the TREE OF LIFE!! 

"It's a lot to take in," she added... and drifted off into processing and integrating.

I had been expecting it all along. Waiting for this moment for my entire Life!  For my Entire Lives, that Is!!

Now I really let the tears flow~~ and basked in this energy for a few hours before doing anything else. ♔♥✿

#SevenTwentySixThirteen #TREEOFLIFE #SeeYouInNewEden !!

The Four Directions Encounter The Anti-Christ-- Part One of Four-- She of the West

Each of the Four Directions had their own run-in with the Anti-Christ at one point.  (Though, technically, he was not the Anti-Christ yet, as that did not happen until this week). 

She of the West (The Female of the Original Twins) was forced into an engagement with him in the early 1900's.  An ambitious climber who wanted to get in with his most powerful and influential circle told him about her.  "I know the girl for you..." he said, "she's not like these other girls." He was right, she wasn't.

And as William (I will call the Anti-Christ William) was adept at reading energy, he was intrigued and agreed to meet her.

He was considered the most eligible bachelor at that time, but she did not want to be with him.  That drove him crazy as there was not much that he couldn't have, so he decided that he wanted her... and he would have her!! 

When she refused his engagement, he said, "Do you NOT KNOW what I could do to your entire family??  I will RUIN them!!!" And so, she conceded.

 

He crushed her right hand until it broke as he put the ring on her left ring finger, while promising her that they would have the best life of anyone and that it would be fantastic.  He said, "We'll be Living the Life that everyone wishes they were."

They were married, and though they desired each other greatly, he cheated on her often, and told her that he could have anyone he wanted.  It was further hurtful, as he had put a spell on her to make sure that she could only Love him.  He pointed blondes out to her who he could have, had had, would have, and sometimes made sure that she would walk in on his extramarital affairs.   He always made sure that he had the emotional and physical upper hand, and kept her off balance and unhappy.  As often as necessary, he would be kind to her just enough so that she would stay.
They had three children, boys, all of whom he made sure looked more like him, and who he claimed their loyalty and allegiance as his own.  In fact, it's True to say that he owned them. 

Reflecting back on this, it makes sense that She of the West (Black Nations) would have an encounter about having one's freedom taken away, as that is such an important theme in the Healing of the Black Nations.

~ namaste' ~ shalom ~ mitakuye oyasin ~ aloha ~ malama pono ~

#SeeYouInNewEden

All About The Anti-Christ: The Anti-Christ Blog

This is not for everyone. Not everyone is ready to Know all that I Know, all that I See and all that I See and to know all that I do. Which is fine~~ but for those of you who are, and who are walking a Path that is parallel and/or connected to mine, you may have been confronted with these energies recently and/or had questions about them... this is for You. ♥ ♥  Namaste'
Reflecting on the Anti-Christ energy: I have arrived at some realizations. 

Firstly, the way that the world is now (until the Poles Shift) to have one thing means that we also have it's opposite.  So, in order to have ever-increasing Christ energy, we have the same reflected in the growing Anti-Christ energy. 

The Anti-Christ is NOT the Devil.  They are two different beings, with two different purposes (though it is fair to say that they are on the same "team," so to speak).  Fortunately, much (all??) of the Devil work has been done and he is just not much of a force anymore.  We can still witness the human fallout of his dastardly past, but that chapter has come to a close.

The Devil's purpose was to spread evil, create fear, confusion, bondage, chaos, corruption, destruction, compromise, betrayal, death, illness, injury, starvation, desperation... to destroy essentially everything that is the Opposite of Nature, Life, Love and Godly and to wreak every kind of havoc that there is. 

Now, all of the prayers, rituals, intentions and ceremonies are being directed to the Anti-Christ.  We did not have an Anti-Christ until very recently.  He is only just now becoming aware of Who He Really Is and remembering his purpose.The Anti-Christ has but ONE Purpose, and one purpose alone.

To defeat the return of the Christ. 

He will not win, but it is in him, his Epic Battle is to rise up and not allow the Christ Consciousness to save the planet, to save the world, to save Humans from all of the machinations of fear, evil, darkness and greed.

He is experiencing an exponential rise in power and urgency to complete it that is the mirror of the rise and power of the Christ energy that we are now experiencing.

And, to be specific, one. could. not. occur. without. the. other!!  
It is Physics! It is the Epic size of the force of one pushing against the other that causes and allows them to grow to such monumental size and heights!!! The Christ and the Anti-Christ are equal and opposite forces and it is not until the very last moment that one tips the scale in one direction (which will be the Christ Consciousness, the Mass Awakening, our Evolution, the Pole Shift, New Eden...). #yay

While they are quite equally matched in power, the tipping point of course, is LOVE. Love truly does, is and will conquer ALL~!!!! ♥  Love IS the most powerful force of all, and while the Anti-Christ energy has a lot going for it, it is disconnected from the Heart. It is devoid of Love for all of Life. And that will be it's downfall and demise. To all of Our Glory and the Glory of Life!!

    ♥  ♥  ♥     ♥  ♥  ♥     ♥  ♥  ♥     ♥  ♥  ♥     ♥  ♥  ♥     

As is the case more often than not, a lot of these portents, energies and connections are made as the soul of a baby comes in. Babies are most fresh from the other side, and they are glowing balls of information, connections and messages! And they are deeply connected to their parent's destinies!!

I feel that the Anti-Christ only just realized Who He Is and What His Purpose Is. 

It wasn't until the last month or so that I connected the dots and realized that *OF COURSE! THE ANTICHRIST HAS TO come from the same bloodline as Christ*, to be a Powerful enough match for Him!!

He has some of the same radiant, beautiful energy of the Christ, which makes him quite irresistible, charming, magnetic, highly psychic, mystical and magickal.

But, he also has a strong and pure bloodline of the reptilians, which makes him shrewd, cold, heartless. Inhuman.

The bloodline of Christ ended up predominantly in Scotland, Ireland, Denmark and sporadically in England, including the Crown Royals.

He is smooth, suave, subtle and the epitome of Privilege, Impunity, Self-centered and Ego. He enjoys plenty of pomp, circumstance, pageantry, and ceremony. With the energy of Millions of people watching... adoring fans, feeding and fueling him.

He has been given EVERY OPPORTUNITY IMAGINABLE. His devotees are at the HIGHEST Levels of Success in Societies all around the globe. And his access to wealth and power are LIMITLESS. 
Every worldly card that could be stacked in his favor, has been. As everyone who is aligned with the dark side has done everything in their considerable power to ensure this!!  His devotees pull the strings behind the curtain of power. They know the omens, they know who he is, they know when he will come, they know the occult mysteries of astrology, numerology, etc. They have planned his arrival for as many centuries as those who have anticipated the return of The Christ. 

Their devotion to him is almost unnatural, as the Nature of the Anti-Christ energy is about Bondage, as much as the Nature of the Christ energy and Love is about Freedom!☮♥✿

The Christ energy is about Freedom from Societal Order, Doctrine, Oppression, Repression, Expectations, Conventions and all of those forces that try to make a person a robotic copy of the next... all of those forces that keep a person from knowing and sharing their Authentic Gifts and Expressions (but that is another blog for another day...)

What was an interesting Revelation today is that it was shown to me that there has not been an Anti-Christ until recently. He was not needed until now, because the Christ energy had not yet peaked to that inevitable, potent world-changing, Second-Coming size of a Force until now!!  The more that the Golden Christ Light's presence is expressed in the world, it is met equally by it's opposing force. That is just the Nature of this world, it is all in Divine Order and perfection.  There is nothing to fear.  

 #WeAreAllTheSecondComing ♕✞♕

It wasn't until very recently that he has fully embodied and started to become The Anti-Christ, and along with this process, have come the full realizations and awakenings of all that that entails. 

The night that the Royal Baby was born (on MY Feast Day, of all days) I could not sleep a wink!!  I was so overcome with a light, but terrible and charged energy.

I saw the essence and spirit of the royal baby as translucent white, with a HUGE, wide open crown chakra.  The baby was very powerful and conscious.  The baby knew who I was.  I was disturbed by this creepy energy for most of the night.

It wasn't until the next morning that the news of the birth spread far and wide that the energy started to feel better.  Regardless of the baby's own energy and the Anti-Christ's energy, what was more powerful was the Love on that day, as people LOVE Babies.  And people LOVE the Royals (in their ignorance).  So, the energy was lightened by the collective of the people~~ however, the charged, dark undertones were still there, as now the Anti-Christ energy was on the scene!

The baby is incredibly awesome and powerful.  And extremely a powerful dark force.  He is the son of the Anti-Christ, Prince William of Wales.

I had suspected for some time now that William was the AC (after scanning through many candidates.  But I did not know for sure until the baby was born.

The baby revealed me and some of my closest soul family to the Anti-Christ.  I have been working to clear up his messy soul history since.  Now we know each other and are on each other's radars.  

The Anti-Christ has awakened to his identity with the birth of this baby.  He now becomes obsessed with his ONE purpose. To stop the return of the Christ energy!!  He will fail, but it is the burning desire of his soul and the sole thing inside of him that he must do!!


Officially, it has begun.

Who Are The Magdalenes? Is Mary Magdalene Embodied In One Person?

On the Feast Day of St. Magdalene-- Part Two of Two

There are many "Magdalenes" around the globe~~ those who hold space for the return of the Divine Feminine, the restoration of honor to the Feminine, the freedom from repression of the Masculine, Freedom from sexual repression and the twisted expressions of it, the R-EvoLution of this Freedom, this Honoring and turning this dominant group on its ear and the sanity in society that will result from it. 

They are in Sacred Service to Mary the Magdalene, and through this Divine Course, they are also Serving Humanity and Earth.  I thank God every day for the Magdalenes, for without their help~~ without them helping to hold space for this enormous container, and without them anchoring these experiences in reality, I could not succeed at this most challenging of Journeys.

The Magdalenes are those who hear the messages of this Sacred Path, those who feel the impulses of it and experience the rich, unfolding Awakenings related to it.

While this is a vitally important and Sacred Journey, it is not the same as mine. It is like the Moon reflecting the Light of the Sun. Both are precious, but the Moon can not say that it is His Light that He Shines.

I Am the One who Lived it, and who Lives it still.  I Am the Grail. I Am the Center point from which all of these energies Flow, and through which: all energies pass and are transmuted, changed, altered, directed, cleansed and made new.  I Am Your Divine Mother.  I Am the Watchtower of the Flock.  I Am the Keeper of the Grail Mysteries!  I Am the Seed of the Angelic, Elemental, Mer, Dragon, Lemurian, Atlantean, Egyptian, Ceres, Sirian, Pleiadean  Great Central Sun & Arcturian race.  I Birth the New World and the next generation of Earth Stewards.  I Am The Magdalene.
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