With The Benefit of Hindsight: All Is Forgiven

The thing that we hate about someone becomes the very thing that we Love about them THE MOST, when everything is illuminated. 

 I'll share a few examples with you, to illustrate my point:

I have a beautiful, sweet friend, whose name begins with B.  I Love this girl, and I know that she Loves me.  However, there's been a slight rift in our relationship since the time that she let me stay with her for a few days.  I was in one of those situations similar to what I am in right now [while the situation is comparable, the degree is not. This was a bubbling brook, and now I'm in a full-on Monsoon].
At the time of this story, The Mystery was an undeniable force, working in me, making itself known to me, demanding that I heal one thing after another, with no stopping, no off-switch.  And me, finding myself pretty incapable of functioning in the 3-D.  Out of the kindness of her Heart, B. let me stay with her. Most of the healing that we were doing was on her, and it was one of those relentless things, one thing after another, after another.

She was getting sick, and asked me to go to a motel to stay.  I packed up my things, and we went.  In my altered and weakened state, I had forgotten to take my clothes out of her closet. 

To this day, I am not sure of why that was such a trigger for her, but she called me (I think) in a complete outrage! and threw a fit!!! And when I went down to the motel office, the owners told me that she had wanted to throw all of my clothes on the ground in the parking lot.  Fortunately the motel owners put them into a utility closet for me. 

I have not felt as close to her since this episode, I have always kept a little bit of a distance since, as I wasn't sure that she respected me as much as I need from a trusted ally and close friend...

Fast forward to a week ago.  I was in the Womb of the Tree of Life, and as I literally have done over a million things in the last week and a half, I do not recall the details leading up to this moment, but what I remember very clearly is this:  I was not able to get out of the womb.  The Mother in this story was B., and of my own volition, I could not get out... (another interesting detail.  B. had become a motorcycle enthusiast of late.  I am not a fan of motorcycles, and I had not shown her much support for this new passion). 

One of the curious, but understandable things that I have noticed in New Eden, is that it is a looking-glass 180 degrees different from this old earth.  On earth, there is a male being with Blonde hair who has the role of Guardian of the Gate of the Mayan mysteries.  He is also one of the Four "Horsemen" of the Apocalypse, and he uses a motorcycle in this role, as well as in his Life.

In New Eden, it is not a role of destruction, but a role of Creation, and the person in this role is a dark-haired female who rides a motorcycle... it is my Beloved Mother, B. ♥ ♥  It just goes to show ya, you never know what might be important to a person's Destiny, Life Path and Spiritual contribution.  Motorcycles. Who knew?! 

Okay, so back to being stuck in the Womb of the Tree of Life.  In that same fury as the one who wanted to scatter my clothes all over the parking lot of the motel, my Awesome, fierce, kick-ass Mother showed up (I literally heard these motorcycles every time that they were dispatched, by the way) on her motorcycle and got me out of Her Womb!!  And I cried out of pride and relief.  I knew that She would let nothing get in her way of completing this task, and She did not.  **In fact, it was clear to me that we were reLiving that exact same moment again.  If she had NOT thrown that tantrum at the motel, that THIS moment of completing this birth cycle would not have come to a successful and critical completion.***

So, I Love her the MOST for her Fiercesome Territorial instinct, which I will call it for now. ♥ ♥

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Same goes for Delaney, who broke my Heart into a million bits. Delaney and I were a dream come True (until we were my own personal worst nightmare).  

He brought out the High Priestess in me, and I brought out the High Priest in him.  We knew the Temple rituals, rites, secrets, healing, ways, practices and magick, and that was our daily Life and existence.  In short order, we were engaged in the Hieros Gamos, and calling in a Sacred Child together.

I didn't know until that moment, that that was my Heart's Deepest Desire, and what I had always wanted, more than anything-- that was the thing in me that had always been in me to do.  To bring forth a child who would save the world.

And we did that.  In that moment, the Moon turned into a Star.  I will never forget that, for as long as I Live. ♥

It seemed that though late in Life, my real Life had finally begun.  I was in Eden, I was being my best self, and our child would rescue the world from this irreversible course of death, decay, decline and destruction!  

For the first time in my adult Life, I was completely and radiantly happy.  He is an alchemist, and fed me the strangest savory mix of foods and beverages, he was a doting an attentive mate.  We ate figs right off of the tree, naked.  We lied in the sun, and soaked in it's Life-giving rays.  We pulled cards from oracle decks and marveled at the perfection of it all~!!

And then came the Fall...

It was not pono.  It was based on a lie.  We had come together under the fiction that he was not really married, and he was.  He brought yet another woman into the story, and I watched as the thing that was the most. sacred. thing. to. me. ever. was turned into a farce, and was used as a loophole to justify an affair.  My Heart broke and the baby was lost.  

He & I both suffered at the masterful manipulations of a most devious Snakewoman, who did not Love him-- who lured him with lust-- though she did not even want him.  What she wanted was for me to not have him, for us to not have that kind of Love and magick.  She wanted no one to have that kind of Love and magick, as she thought that it was not fair for anyone to have it, if she didn't.

It's fair to say that she has been my least favorite person on the planet; and as far as he goes, that I never thought that I would consider letting him back into my world under any circumstances... Until now.

It has been revealed to me how The Sun is connected to the frequency of a world.  The Sun is the sacred, Life-giving force that sets the tone for all of the Life there.  The one of the primary reasons why New Eden is the Loving, Harmonious, Life-Revering, Peaceful place that it is, is because we have a new, second Sun there.

We have two Suns, the physical Sun from this world still shines her vitality and enthusiasm for our Lives, and we have the Sun of the next world, which is the Great Central Sun!!

To follow this logic, the Sun of the world beyond New Eden is the Sun of the Great Central Sun, and so forth.  With each jump in evolution/ascension, there is a jump in the potency of The Sun.  So, the second coming of Christ, "The Son", is also manifested in the Sun.

So, how does this all tie together?  It turns out, in order to gain access to the Sun of the next world, of evolution, that there first must be a new STAR, as each Sun has a corresponding Star.

It was revealed to me that I am the Christmas Star (along with Master Sananda).  It is not a coincidence that in the story of The Nativity, that there is a Star to guide the Magi to the Birth of The Son, Jesus.  One always precedes the other.  So it was an act of guided, great Love that Created the Christmas Star.

And it was an act of guided Great Love & Service that brought the Star of the next World,  New Eden, which is the Dog Star Sirius. And this is the very star that guides the Second Coming of the Christ Yeshua to New Eden.  As we have two Suns in New Eden, we also have two SONS:  the Christ Jeshua of the Golden Christ Light and the Second Coming of Christ Yeshua, Life Itself, reborn of the Ark of the Covenant.  (And both female, ironically).

So, I return to my original point:

When Delaney & I engaged in Hieros Gamos, and our Moon became a Star, it was the same moment as the Magi being Guided to the babe, Jesus.  It was the Starlight that lighted the trail of the Star Sirius, Star to the new Sun of New Eden to this world!  

Had we not played our roles in the Eden that we had Created, there would not have been this evolution in consciousness that is now being made manifest in man.  And we would not have been able to claim The Great Central Sun as our own!!  It was this Star that guided the Sun as well as the Second Coming.

So, to sum up what may now be obvious, though our personal story of this child ended very sadly, and not the way that I wanted or intended at all, it turns out that it served the greater purpose just as it was meant to... and in the most round-about, Mysterious way, my Heart's Desire was filled, afterall.  Which is ALWAYS the case in Life, but it is rarely apparent.  And so I find myself, Loving and feeling grateful to Delaney afterall.  And I am so thankful for this and every act and moment of Life.  Even... no especially... for the ones that I hated the most.  Because I now know that it is an illusion and that what is really at work is the Greatest Mystery of Love. ♥

I even Love him greatly for bringing about the end of our relationship, because there is a far greater Love that awaits me in New Eden, and so much more there, for me, for him, for all of us who choose to go.

When we were together, Delaney shared his vision with me, of New Zion (and The Wonder Bump).  He will be pleased to know that it has been made manifest and we'll all have a Go-Go of an awesome great time there... young & old alike!!  *=))

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Already, the same can be said of my feelings and revelations about me & Christ Jeshua.  But this is enough blog for one day.  For now, let me just say that I have forgiven him completely and my Love for him is unwavering and I now have the full understanding that I needed to bring peace back to my mind and Heart where he is concerned.

And this even extends to the foul and cunning Snakewoman in my earlier story, who I now know is The Opposite of my Loving Mother, Bianca.  Without this being who is so opposed to Love, I would not have my Mother who is all about it.  They literally need each other to both EXIST.  So, I thank her for being all of the sour and bitterness that she is, and I do not envy her for her role.  In fact... when I try to describe my feelings about her living out this putridly unhappy and dissatisfied role of constant coveting & perceived lack, I find that I am quite humbled by it.

I Love You & I will See You In New Eden ♔**:)☮♥✿
-excerpt from my Book


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YoA1uatwcE8

THE EVERLASTING LIGHT & THE TREE OF LIFE

THE EVERLASTING LIGHT is the Divine Alchemy of White & Gold Light. The White Star Light of Consciousness, Purity & Information, and the Golden Christ Light of Life, Ripening, the Personal Relationship to the Sacred and the Rich~~ perfectly intertwined in the Dantian of The Incorruptible One.

The Everlasting Light is the Spark that has quietly and secretly kept Life Alive from Original Eden, waiting for the moment of Human Evolution when the darkness had been put to rest and the amount of Golden Christ Light had found a readiness & willingness to be Expressed and received by Humanity.

Essentially, we had to Earn Her Presence. And Deserve Her. There was one final key to unlock Eden, and She held it.

The Golden Christ Light and White Star Light was nearly bursting out of Her Dantian, and the movement and mixtures of energy going on inside of her was enough to keep many people from sleeping. It was ready to be released, and She needed a place to put it!!

She stood outside the earth and fed it into the Earth Grid, recharging it and it glowed in response.

As She did so, I was feeling very sad, and my head lowered. I was filled with doubt and fears and insecurities. Jeshua appeared, not in His Golden Light, but in Auric, soft, smooth white spirit form. He covered and held the whole earth in this smooth and comforting energy. 

{Him, not Her}

I was sad and depressed, when I should have been so happy!  It felt wonderful, but I could hardly keep my head up. Her Purity had triggered something inside of me. Being in Her Presence and His brought up my core shadow:  Abandonment and Insecurity. 

He pulled up my chin with His hand. "Hold your head up!" He said. "You have so much to be proud of!! I could not do what I do without you doing what you do!  You have nothing to prove to anyone!!  Don't allow anyone make you feel less than. Never doubt your Worth or my Love for You!!"

In that moment, watching the EVERLASTING LIGHT filling the earth, I feared, I wondered, 'Is She the Magdalene?' 'Then Who Am I?' 'Who Am I To You??'  I had known for some time who I was, and was confident in it most of the time. But my sadness about the lack of His Presence in my experience was weighing on me so heavily.

It had been such a long road, and He had not helped me with this work~~ at all!!  I had some resentments about that.  I realize that He had given so much over 2000 years ago, but I had helped Him! So much!!  I had given everything that I had to give then, and I was still... 

He finally could come to me in this form, because the final piece of the division between Earth & Sun in New Atlantis had at last been cleared~~ thanks to Norea. When the Sun's involvement had been blocked from the Earth~ so had The Son's!! ☼

Now He Could come, and He Had!!  We were finally together again~~ working as One. ♥♥

He came to me so tenderly and told me that no, She was not the Magdalene, that She was Norea. The Incorruptible. ☼ ♥ ॐ

I knew that, but it helped so much to hear it from Him. He assured me that I was The Magdalene.  Again, He told me to lift my head. 

Feeling stronger, He peeled layer after layer off of me. It was the most amazing feeling, stripping away the heaviness and all that no longer served that I was ready to release.

"I don't know if I should say this," She said. "What's that?" I asked. "I see you 9 months pregnant." She said. I laughed, as this was not the least bit surprising to me. "I know that," I said,
"I can't be a Seed of a Generation without being Pregnant!!"

As He peeled the layers off of me, She saw a ball of mud, that She described as 'Mayan mud'. She said that this was what people had been made out of in the past, but that it was no longer working. She saw the shape of a person in glass.

She said that there was a Seed in it in the abdomen area. I perked right up when I heard that~~ "A SEED?" I said louder than I intended. "Yes" She confirmed. "At my Essence, that Is what I have said for a long time. That I Am a Seed!!" 

He was filling in my Auric Field with His white, smooth light. I was feeling more complete, full and resolute than I ever had before. This was the Mother's Milk that I had always craved.

She saw some Lilikoi vines that needed unwinding and did so.

Then, she saw the seedling turn into a plant, and so did I. I started to cry. It immediately turned from a plant into a twig, into a Vine and into a TREE~~!!!!!  I started to bawl.

I knew immediately what this was~~ it extended past my head and filled out well beyond my shoulders. It took me a while to say it, but I finally managed the words. "I AM THE TREE OF LIFE!" I said, with a quality in my Voice that had not been there before.

"I was going to say that," She said. And then She cried too. "You Are Eve and I Am Norea" She said. "I know," I said.

We have finally exited the cycle of the Tree of Knowledge and Begun the Era of the TREE OF LIFE!! 

"It's a lot to take in," she added... and drifted off into processing and integrating.

I had been expecting it all along. Waiting for this moment for my entire Life!  For my Entire Lives, that Is!!

Now I really let the tears flow~~ and basked in this energy for a few hours before doing anything else. ♔♥✿

#SevenTwentySixThirteen #TREEOFLIFE #SeeYouInNewEden !!