Twin Flame Separation, New Atlantis, The Four Directions & the Rest of the Story:

The Twin Flame separation in New Atlantis, The Medicine Wheel, The Four Directions &~ the Rest of the Story: 

SHE was the Sky and HE was the Earth.

After He decided to separate and to create on His own, He had taken Her position, which is why we call earth "Mother Earth" and the Sky "Father Sky."  In Truth, their correct positions are opposite of that. This is also why from Tribe to Tribe the positions on the medicine wheel can be different and ambiguous~~ because of this position change. 

I saw this ambiguity and confusion reflected in some (awesome) Navajo sand paintings recently.  Sometimes, Father Sky was represented as female, and sometimes not. 

**This is a reason why the Poles have to shift, to restore them to their proper placement~~ She to the Sky and He to the Earth. 

 He had gone so far in His solo creation as to create people.  He created mostly men, as He viewed them as work horses. They all had dark hair, brown skin and dark eyes. They were shorter than the people that we have now, and all were built stocky.  They were created as adults.  After He had blasted Her with his rage (in response to her entering His creation and putting fear into it), She went away.  This was the last interaction that they would have. 

There were two others present at that time (the other two directions).  He (the Original Twin who had decided to separate) was in the North (White, Buffalo/Animals, Elders, Winter, Wind), She (the other half of the Original Twin) was in the West (Black, Autumn, Transformation, Parents, Earth). There were also the East (Yellow, Eagle, Children, Spring, Fire) and the South (Red, Summer, Plants, Youth, Water).  

In the East was a beautiful female spirit, The Sun. And in the South was a beautiful male soul, The Moon.

The Four Directions represent the Human Family~~ each of the Directions representing one of the Four Colors/Tribes of People.  The North represents the White Tribe (which has been the wounded tribe), the East represents the Yellow Tribe~ the Asian People, the Mental Aspect of the Human Body, the South represents the Red People~ the Native/Indigenous People, the Physical Aspect of the Human Body, and the West Represents the Black/Brown People, the Emotional Aspect of the Human Body (Emotional Expression/Heart).  

The only Tribe that is not fulfilling their role on the Medicine Wheel is the White Tribe, as they have forgotten Who They Are. The White Tribe has been distracted by money/greed, personal ambition and power seeking. When in fact, the White Tribe is supposed to be the *Spirit of the Human Body.*

When the White Tribe remembers Who They Are, the entire Human Body will come into Balance, and there will be
Peace on Earth. ☮♥

After She of the West (The Original Twin) put the fear into the Earth and the people, and He of the North (Her other half) put the shields in them to protect them from Her (which in essence, trapped them in fear and did not let Love in) this creation quickly devolved into every form of the worst nightmare imaginable.  Like every horror movie ever made, all at once. Cannibalism, the Zombie Apocalypse... you get the idea. 

It was all of their worst fears, realized... New Atlantis had become the worst possible creation. The exact opposite of what they had dreamed of, imagined, envisioned, worked towards!

The Sky (She of the West), in her Heartbreak and utter loss, covered with His fury and without His Love, partnership, union and past the point of being able to Create together, went off on her own. She would eventually take her own Life.  

In the meantime, because of the position of the Sun, She of the East could see what was happening in His creation, and She knew that She was the only one who could do anything to correct it!! 

Her Heart was full of compassion and She felt called to make an emergency appearance to change the direction of where this nightmare was headed!!   She knew that a part of the problem was too many males, and the other was that there were no babies, and no children. 

There is something very necessary and essential about being a baby before growing up~~ where one experiences total dependence. Because in the first part of our Life that we can only receive, it usually translates later in Life into an impetus to Give. This balance is integral to a healthy, functioning society. 

Plus, there is what a person learns in caring for a baby and a child: how to Love beyond what they thought were their limits, how to play, how to express emotion freely~ without self-consciousness, how to laugh, how to have wonderment and more... all of these things are critical to a happy, healthy society!!  In caring for children, we are reminded of our tenderness, our compassion, our nurturing, expressive and playful nature. Without them, we easily forget those aspects of ourselves! 

She of the East felt so moved to immediately jump in and put a stop to this horror... but found that she was unable to.  In His fury, He had also directed it to Her, because He knew that She would want to interfere. He of the North would have no more interference in his creation and especially not from a female!! 

He of the North used the power of His fury and directed it to the right side of Her body~ putting her arm in a sling of it. She could not move it.  Nor could she fly, as He had used it to damage and limit Her right Wing as well.  She tried desperately to fly and to free Herself, but struggled and failed. She found Herself up a tree; powerless, Heartbroken, frustrated, thwarted. 

She knew how sensitive Her Beloved in the South was (The MOOn) and She did not wish for Him to see the destruction before Her eyes.  She knew that if She closed Her left eye, that He would not be able to see it, and so She did.  She wanted desperately to fly to Him~ to be with Him, to seek comfort in His presence, and to give Him Hers, as well as Her assurance~ but She found Herself unable to get out of Her tree!

She has remained there until today.  In Her tree, there was no food, and soon She found Herself starving. She ultimately learned to become a Breatharian, to sustain herself off of Her own vital energy.  There have been many unhealthy relationships with food that has resulted from this energy, plus, Humans have lacked the vitality, and vital energy, and Life-giving sustenance that the Sun gives us... until today!! ☼♥ ☼♥☼♥ 

In the South, The Moon was having His own experience. He could sense that something was wrong~~ VERY WRONG, because of what He felt in Her. 

Truthfully, since the split, He had felt less useful, less important, insecure. When they were together, their Creation was 50/50~~ they made their decisions together, She would have the Vision, and bounce it off of Him.  They would feel it out together. But once the Creation had actually begun, it would Evolve from Her original Vision, based on what He would draw in from the Mystery.  It was always more Beautiful, more Rich and had far more dimension by the time He was done with it.  This gave Him confidence as He saw that He was essential to the Highest and Best Creation.  Plus the Creation would go no farther than the Visioning stage without his adding the Essence that He would draw from The Mystery. 

Once they split, their Creation process was halted, and He felt less worth.  She seemed to be handling it better than He, and She seemed more able to function. What could He do without Her? Very little, or nothing, it seemed. 

It was clear to me that many nice, good men felt this lack of confidence, that emanated from the Moon.  And many men of Light, Earth Angels, Lightworkers, more Balanced and pure men had received a lot of flack for no other reason than their goodness.  Many people could not stand their purity, their Light, and I could see that many were beat up for it, bullied, made fun of, excluded, picked on, etc.  While assholes, one after the other, moved up the ladders, and were rewarded by society 
time and time again.

It was time to set this energy on. it's. ear.!!!! !!

She had said that they would always be together, and what of that now?  Could He have faith in Her words anymore? In anything??

It seemed there was no place for him anymore and for what he represented: the non-verbal, the internal, the Sacred, the pure, the introspective, the introverted. There was no place in this New World for Him.  He felt emasculated.

Plus, now that the Twins had split, there was no guarantee that they would be mates with each other anymore!  In Truth, it always seemed like She had far more in common with He of the North. They were both so much more active and vital. And, they were closer to each other... what if... what if She decided that She preferred Him? What if She had gone off with Him now, and that's why She wasn't letting Him see what was going on...??? 

What other explanation could there be?? And why had She not come to see Him? What wouldn't She come to Him now??

The MOOn felt utterly abandoned.  And has remained that way until today.  Plus, Humanity has lacked that connection to the Moon, that feeling of that soft, pure Light inside, that connection to the Sacred, to the symbolic, the non-verbal, the music, art, the dreamy, the lyrical...
Until Now... Until Now...

See You in New Eden!! *:)☮♥✿ #BlessedBe #OneLove

Mitakuye Oyasin ~ Malama Pono ~ Malama Kakou ~ Malama Aina
#WeAreTheTribeOfManyColors

I Love You!! ♥

Dropping Shields, Releasing Fear~ O p e n i n g T o L O V e ♥

There's a certain energy that people are referring to when they use the word "jerk" "asshole" or "jackass."

It expresses the frustration of not being able to penetrate the other person's mask~ shield. It's the frustration of dealing with someone who's heart is closed and they have made themselves unreachable. No amount of talking, no display of emotion, no appeal for emotion or connection can break through. No words of reason, and not even the best creative efforts can penetrate this shield. It's as fruitful as trying to get your computer to Love you.  People can feel it when their words and efforts are in vain~~ and the frustration of bumping up against this futility can be profound and intense.

Never is there a place or time where this is more glaringly and painfully explored than in a romantic Love relationship.

I have been fighting this battle personally on my homefront, especially since April, when my Love closed his heart to me. I have been trying to reconnect with him in every way that I know how since, only to find myself in no man's land. It is an empty and painful place to be. I think I am not alone in saying that one often starts to question how Lovable they are, when they are no longer being Loved, wondering if one's appearance is up to snuff, or if there is something that they can do or change about themselves so that their Loved one will Love them again.  I found myself wondering if there someone else-- someone else he was becoming attracted to? Wanting to be with??  I wondered how he could say things that were so cold, so unfeeling... and not connect with me at all.

After an agonizing break up, in a storm of raging emotions: sad, grieving, hurt, frustrated and disgusted, I finally went to the one place that there is to go when there is no where else to go.

I went to God.

All that I could do, and what I knew that I needed to do was to Surrender. "I surrender, I surrender, I surrender..." I repeated. I was met by the most lovely energy and white light. I felt like I'd been tucked in for the night. Finally, a smile came across my face. 

I wanted to just enjoy this moment, and drink it in, but God was talking to me, and telling me something about my relationship, and about this closed-hearted energy. I wasn't sure that I wanted to listen, as I was having a break of feeling good and didn't want to upset it. I was feeling so fragile and vulnerable.

However, I was curious as to what He had to say, I had so many unanswered questions. I figured that I could listen for a few minutes and see what He had to say. If I needed some more time before hearing it, I could always tell Him.

He was showing me what it looked like-- this impenetrable, closed-Heartedness. It was literally like metal, a shiny, thin, silver layer, just beneath the skin. "NOT HUMAN" he said, and I understood that-- in that moment, a person is truly not dealing with a human being. That was exactly what it felt like. It was an awful feeling!

This energy was from the earth and literally in the earth. I could see that it was mostly affecting the earth people, those with brown hair and eyes~~ those whose First Origin was on earth (although people with this DNA now emanate from many origins).  In fact, I have known for a while now that it is not a coincidence that the three biggest heartbreaks of my Life were all with men who had brown hair & eyes, but I didn't know why that was until today.  I would observe when their hearts were closed that there eyes would darken. I would wonder, where had those lovely, amber tones gone?

I asked if this was something I should clear immediately, but I got that it was better to sleep first and to have a friend help me in the morning.
 

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I woke with a smile on my face and feeling so warm and groovy! Then, as I came to wakefulness, there was an awful, constrictive feeling in my head and especially the teeth in the front, and a taste of tin in my mouth. In my wonderful dreams, I had forgotten about my current circumstances until I saw the shape that my room was in… a disaster.

Oh yeah, come to think of it, so was my relationship. In fact, it was worse than that. It was over.

I called my awesome compadre and described this cold, steely, closed-ness to her and she knew what I was talking about. She had seen her Love the same way. We both agreed that this was predominantly affecting males, but not exclusively.

She felt that this originated from some event, and I did too. I had been shown a scene of a mob of people running for their Lives, and it looked like they were running from a natural disaster.

The people were stocky— shorter than most people are now— and all had dark hair, light brown skin and dark eyes. They were running from something.

She said that she felt that it had to do with fear, and I felt that too. The scene that I had now been shown several times was certainly one of a people filled with fear.

Then she interjected and told me the dream that she had last night. She had seen a woman making a ball of some sort—in the process of creation. When she said it, I could see it too. For a moment, I thought that the woman might be me, and I got a “no.” I asked if it was someone that we knew and got a “yes.” I asked if it was my friend and got a “yes”.

I smiled and told her about these questions and answers and she said that she thought that I might say that. She saw and felt something that I hadn't, how this was actually something connected to the Heart, in front of it, and it moved up to the right side of the head. As soon as she said that, I saw it. It was a translucent white ball with a tail to the Heart, it moved up and made another ball in front of the throat, and then again, up and making another ball in front of the right side of the head. I got that this was about POWER. That the woman had done this to gain power.

And again, I saw the scene, but much more of it. I could see that this was from the time of the separation of the Twins, and the male had gotten so far on his creation on his own that he had actually made people. The people only knew him as their creator, and she had been cut out entirely.

Her last-ditch effort to be a part of this creation and to work in unison with him again~ (and as a reflection of the fear of separation that she was feeling) she thought if she could make the people fear her, than they would know her and know her power and they would acknowledge her as a Creator.

She created this ball in front of their Hearts, it affected the throat, as it is the creative chakra, and also the right side of the head, which she put into the people.  In an awesome display of her power, she used a thunderbolt and struck it into the earth. This fear energy went into the earth, where it has been to this day. 

The male was deeply saddened by this act, as he immediately recognized that it came from fear, but also that it had come from her hand, and not her womb. He knew that she had forgotten the power of her womb, she no longer trusted her power and this was not an act of faith. (Women ever since then have forgotten this power and separated from it).


In fact, I felt my crown chakra had sealed off, as creating from fear is not in unison with the Grand Organized Designer, GOD. Nor is it of the highest, nor is it the most effective, nor is it much fun. Creating from fear is like pulling teeth.

When one is Creating in Love, it just happens. It's easy. It flows~~ Those are our only two choices here, Creating from a place of fear, or Love. ♥

More potent than his sadness, was his ANGER!!  A gale of anger went from him to her~~ not only from asserting herself into his creation, but especially because she had done it in this way (from fear and not in the highest). This was an immediate karmic lesson of the returns of creating from fear, usually what we create is a shitstorm (for lack of a better word).  This would be their last interaction, and the end of their relationship.  Her Heart was broken. 

He tried to remove this creation, but found that he could not. He realized that she was more powerful than him, and he did not like this realization. To protect himself from her, he sealed himself and his Heart off from her. He did this to the people as well. While it seemed like a good idea, ironically, the shield kept Love out, which is the only remedy for fear. It had the power to go up and down, but when people felt fear, they would shield themselves, and it was in those moments that they needed to be open to Love the most!!

It was done. The people DID fear her (and still fear women and their power to this day). And many men have still carried this anger towards women to this day as well. Because this fear was in the earth, it was especially hard to escape from, and has grown over time in the many visitors here as well as the original ones. It has become an enormous part of the earth experience.

These shields have been dropped. Fear of the female is being transmuted, as is the anger towards her. The ball of fear has been removed from where it was. Once again, our Hearts open fully to Love and to Life!  Once again, we are reminded to Create from the place of Love, not of fear. 

Women are being reminded to use the Creative Power of their Wombs to Create the Life that is their Heart's Desire, in the highest and best for All!! Whispers on the wind tell the wombs everywhere to bring in the New World Energy!! As all of our wombs work in Unison~~ just WATCH how quickly the New World Emerges!!! *:)☮♥✿ 

‪#‎BlessedBe‬‪#‎SeeYouInNewEden‬

Mitakuye Oyasin ~ Aloha ~ Shalom ~ Namaste ~ Malama 'Aina ~ Malama Kakou ~ Malama Pono

I Love You! ♥