Showing posts with label God. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God. Show all posts

Saturday, March 8, 2014

INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY~ The Blog (please share)

If ONE MORE PERSON, Male or Female, tries to tell me that THERE IS NO LONGER A PROBLEM with gender Balance/ Inequality, or asks me, "What do women have to be so mad about?"
I am going to make them a super-duper special lemon-meringue
Ex-lax pie!!! {& I hate to make pie!}


This Ungrounded, Fantasyland Bullshit 'That was yesterday, this is today' serves only to slow or stop progress, to confuse, to distract, to side-line... and Our Sisters Deserve and Need Much Better From Us Than This!!

{If you are imagining it so, visualizing it so, or speaking it into being, then fine~ but do so consciously, Clearly with that intention and say so!!}

We can not change what we will not acknowledge.  So on this INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY, I devote myself to doing just that! Please join me in raising Awareness of the TRUTH of the state of being of Girls and Women Worldwide TODAY. In 2014. I can't possibly address every cruelty and injustice suffered at the hands of our sisters, so I apologize for the things that I omit. But let this serve as a Door Opener for you to do your own research and due diligence. Let Love Rule! ♥





Let us not forget that women & children are still being abducted, held in captivity, tortured, raped and murdered. Let us not forget that Slavery is still happening today!

Let us not forget that every day, a Scientist or Inventor somewhere is being blackmailed, beaten, bribed, kidnapped, discredited, disappeared murdered, or thwarted because (s)he is working on Clean Energy.

Let us not pretend that women aren't sexually objectified into 2-dimensional things to be judged solely on their body parts by their bosses & coworkers.  Let us not forget that the Supermodels who are held up as the "ideal beauty standard" have not had a balanced meal in YEARS and more often than not, are hopped up on Coke.

Let us not forget that more than 75% of children in the black community are being raised Without Fathers. 

Let us not forget that women who stand to defend their sisters are falsely condemned as "negative" "man-hating" or victims!!


Let us Not Forget that in many parts of the world TODAY, girls & women are not allowed to vote, drive cars, make $, own property or even attend school!!  

Let us not forget those who experience having their God-given clitoris is CUT OFF so that intercourse will be painful, & that they will experience No Pleasure!

Let us not forget, that even in the United States, girls are thrown out of their family homes for being pregnant, while boys who do the impregnating suffer no consequences and take someone else to the Prom.  Let us not forget that Athletes, from high school to the pros, are protected from consequences including rape, molestation and murder because we value sports and money above Life and justice. 

Let's not forget that while Rush Limbaugh yells until he's in a red-faced frenzy about how Sandra Fluke is a "slut" because she defended birth control rights, he not only still has a job, but most likely has an entire team of Lawyers devoted to protecting him from Paternity Suits!

Let's not forget that while Republican US Senators & Congress members make unnecessary transvaginal ultrasounds mandatory (for just women, of course) while making access to birth control, abortion and women's health services nearly impossible, there is NO LEGISLATION WHATSOEVER governing the reproductive systems and rights of men, including the use of Viagra. More to the point, let us remember that and Senators/ Congressmen from the same Party have been involved in scandals of infidelity, 'illegitimate' children, bathroom perversion and have the SS cover their tracks for them on taxpayer dollars!

Let us not forget that most women are killed, abused or raped by someone they know, usually their boyfriend or their husband. 


In parts of the world, women are not allowed to choose who they marry or partner with. Women are still imprisoned, stoned to death, considered unmarriable for being raped or not a virgin. Women are thrown out of the family home for being raped, left with no other choice but to turn to a life of prostitution.

Let us not forget that women are being raped as punishment, terrorism, and to intentionally disempower them!!


Let us not forget that in parts of the world TODAY, women have to walk behind their husbands and are not allowed out of the house alone. In parts of the world, women can not show their hair, their arms, their legs or even their faces!!

Let us not forget the females born in India, if they are not killed at the moment of their birth, are considered a 'curse', while males babies are considered a 'blessing of God'.  Let's not forget that girls in India are told, "If Allah wanted you to question, He would have made you a man."

It's A Girl~ Documentary Film:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISme5-9orR0

Let us not forget that 85% of Streetwalkers were molested by their fathers/step fathers and that the life expectancy of a streetwalker is 5 years.

Let's not forget that God was once considered a Female, that women were once honored and worshipped for their intuition, softness, care taking, life-creating and other gifts. 

I could go on AND on & on & on, but I will leave the rest to you and your conscious awareness, personal research and due diligence
http://www.rapeis.org/activism/prostitution/prostitutionfacts.html

When God was a Girl~ BBC Documentary :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kwt-cOHeGVU

Monday, October 28, 2013

GOD IS... Not Found In The Mind

God is not Found in the logical mind, God is Found in Madness! 
God is Found in Anguish, Despair, and Unforeseen, Crushing Defeat!
God is Heard in Spontaneous Song and Seen in Uninhibited Dance.
 




God is Experienced in Uncontrollable Laughter, the Swelling Heart, the Tearing Eye.
God is Found in Unparalleled Resonance, Paralyzing Beauty, and Astonishing Vulnerability.
God is Found in the Glistening Dew, the Rustle of the Trees, the Rolling Brook.
God is Witnessed in Unmistakable Goodness, Inspiring Strength, and Defenseless Frailty.





God is Found in Heart-felt Understanding, Soft Eye-gazing, and Tender Care-taking.
God is Found in Boundless Enthusiasm, Shattering Realizations and Hysterical Creativity!
God is Found in Miraculous Recovery, Renewed Hope, and Inexplicable, Unabashed Faith.
God is Found in Inconceivable Life Changes, Unstoppable Desire, Impossible Pursuits.  





God is Felt in the Perfection of a Voice, Exquisite Silence, Overflowing LOVE.
God is Found in Striking Simplicity, Unshakeable Courage, Incomparable Genius.  
God Lives in Remarkable Purity, Restored & Unwavering Devotion and Ennobling Honesty.

I See God in You~ Namaste' ॐ

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

~STIR MY SOUL~



I want Music that Stirs My Soul
I want Movies that Stir my Soul
I want Memories that Stir my Soul
I want Connections that Stir my Soul

I want Friends who Stir my Soul
I want Food that Stirs my Soul
I want Feelings that Stir my Soul
I want a Life that Stirs my Soul




I want Travel that Stirs my Soul
I want Vistas that Stir my Soul
I want Nature that Stirs my Soul
I want Moments that Stir my Soul


I want Art that Stirs my Soul
I want a Humor that Stirs my Soul
I want Dancing that Stirs my Soul
I want Movement that Stirs my Soul




I want Kissing that Stirs my Soul
I want Intimacy that Stirs my Soul
I want Touching that Stirs my Soul
I want a Love that Stir my Soul



I want Mysteries that Stir my Soul
I want a Revelations that Stir my Soul
I want Meditations that Stir my Soul
I want a God who Stirs my Soul


Namaste'

Art by Soul Portrait Artist Wendybyrd Smith

Monday, July 15, 2013

Dropping Shields, Releasing Fear~ O p e n i n g T o L O V e ♥



There's a certain energy that people are referring to when they use the word "jerk" "asshole" or "jackass."

It expresses the frustration of not being able to penetrate the other person's mask~ shield. It's the frustration of dealing with someone who's heart is closed and they have made themselves unreachable. No amount of talking, no display of emotion, no appeal for emotion or connection can break through. No words of reason, and not even the best creative efforts can penetrate this shield. It's as fruitful as trying to get your computer to Love you.  People can feel it when their words and efforts are in vain~~ and the frustration of bumping up against this futility can be profound and intense.

Never is there a place or time where this is more glaringly and painfully explored than in a romantic Love relationship.

I have been fighting this battle personally on my homefront, especially since April, when my Love closed his heart to me. I have been trying to reconnect with him in every way that I know how since, only to find myself in no man's land. It is an empty and painful place to be. I think I am not alone in saying that one often starts to question how Lovable they are, when they are no longer being Loved, wondering if one's appearance is up to snuff, or if there is something that they can do or change about themselves so that their Loved one will Love them again.  I found myself wondering if there someone else-- someone else he was becoming attracted to? Wanting to be with??  I wondered how he could say things that were so cold, so unfeeling... and not connect with me at all.





After an agonizing break up, in a storm of raging emotions: sad, grieving, hurt, frustrated and disgusted, I finally went to the one place that there is to go when there is no where else to go.

I went to God.

All that I could do, and what I knew that I needed to do was to Surrender. "I surrender, I surrender, I surrender..." I repeated. I was met by the most lovely energy and white light. I felt like I'd been tucked in for the night. Finally, a smile came across my face. 





I wanted to just enjoy this moment, and drink it in, but God was talking to me, and telling me something about my relationship, and about this closed-hearted energy. I wasn't sure that I wanted to listen, as I was having a break of feeling good and didn't want to upset it. I was feeling so fragile and vulnerable.

However, I was curious as to what He had to say, I had so many unanswered questions. I figured that I could listen for a few minutes and see what He had to say. If I needed some more time before hearing it, I could always tell Him.

He was showing me what it looked like-- this impenetrable, closed-Heartedness. It was literally like metal, a shiny, thin, silver layer, just beneath the skin. "NOT HUMAN" he said, and I understood that-- in that moment, a person is truly not dealing with a human being. That was exactly what it felt like. It was an awful feeling!

This energy was from the earth and literally in the earth. I could see that it was mostly affecting the earth people, those with brown hair and eyes~~ those whose First Origin was on earth (although people with this DNA now emanate from many origins).  In fact, I have known for a while now that it is not a coincidence that the three biggest heartbreaks of my Life were all with men who had brown hair & eyes, but I didn't know why that was until today.  I would observe when their hearts were closed that there eyes would darken. I would wonder, where had those lovely, amber tones gone?





I asked if this was something I should clear immediately, but I got that it was better to sleep first and to have a friend help me in the morning.
 


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I woke with a smile on my face and feeling so warm and groovy! Then, as I came to wakefulness, there was an awful, constrictive feeling in my head and especially the teeth in the front, and a taste of tin in my mouth. In my wonderful dreams, I had forgotten about my current circumstances until I saw the shape that my room was in… a disaster.

Oh yeah, come to think of it, so was my relationship. In fact, it was worse than that. It was over.

I called my awesome compadre and described this cold, steely, closed-ness to her and she knew what I was talking about. She had seen her Love the same way. We both agreed that this was predominantly affecting males, but not exclusively.

She felt that this originated from some event, and I did too. I had been shown a scene of a mob of people running for their Lives, and it looked like they were running from a natural disaster.

The people were stocky— shorter than most people are now— and all had dark hair, light brown skin and dark eyes. They were running from something.

She said that she felt that it had to do with fear, and I felt that too. The scene that I had now been shown several times was certainly one of a people filled with fear.

Then she interjected and told me the dream that she had last night. She had seen a woman making a ball of some sort—in the process of creation. When she said it, I could see it too. For a moment, I thought that the woman might be me, and I got a “no.” I asked if it was someone that we knew and got a “yes.” I asked if it was my friend and got a “yes”.

I smiled and told her about these questions and answers and she said that she thought that I might say that. She saw and felt something that I hadn't, how this was actually something connected to the Heart, in front of it, and it moved up to the right side of the head. As soon as she said that, I saw it. It was a translucent white ball with a tail to the Heart, it moved up and made another ball in front of the throat, and then again, up and making another ball in front of the right side of the head. I got that this was about POWER. That the woman had done this to gain power.

And again, I saw the scene, but much more of it. I could see that this was from the time of the separation of the Twins, and the male had gotten so far on his creation on his own that he had actually made people. The people only knew him as their creator, and she had been cut out entirely.

Her last-ditch effort to be a part of this creation and to work in unison with him again~ (and as a reflection of the fear of separation that she was feeling) she thought if she could make the people fear her, than they would know her and know her power and they would acknowledge her as a 
Creator.




She created this ball in front of their Hearts, it affected the throat, as it is the creative chakra, and also the right side of the head, which she put into the people.  In an awesome display of her power, she used a thunderbolt and struck it into the earth. This fear energy went into the earth, where it has been to this day. 






The male was deeply saddened by this act, as he immediately recognized that it came from fear, but also that it had come from her hand, and not her womb. He knew that she had forgotten the power of her womb, she no longer trusted her power and this was not an act of faith. (Women ever since then have forgotten this power and separated from it).


In fact, I felt my crown chakra had sealed off, as creating from fear is not in unison with the Grand Organized Designer, GOD. Nor is it of the highest, nor is it the most effective, nor is it much fun. Creating from fear is like pulling teeth.

When one is Creating in Love, it just happens. It's easy. It flows~~ Those are our only two choices here, Creating from a place of fear, or Love. 


More potent than his sadness, was his ANGER!!  A gale of anger went from him to her~~ not only from asserting herself into his creation, but especially because she had done it in this way (from fear and not in the highest). This was an immediate karmic lesson of the returns of creating from fear, usually what we create is a shitstorm (for lack of a better word).  This would be their last interaction, and the end of their relationship.  Her Heart was broken. 






He tried to remove this creation, but found that he could not. He realized that she was more powerful than him, and he did not like this realization. To protect himself from her, he sealed himself and his Heart off from her. He did this to the people as well. While it seemed like a good idea, ironically, the shield kept Love out, which is the only remedy for fear. It had the power to go up and down, but when people felt fear, they would shield themselves, and it was in those moments that they needed to be open to Love the most!!

It was done. The people DID fear her (and still fear women and their power to this day). And many men have still carried this anger towards women to this day as well. Because this fear was in the earth, it was especially hard to escape from, and has grown over time in the many visitors here as well as the original ones. It has become an enormous part of the earth experience.

These shields have been dropped. Fear of the female is being transmuted, as is the anger towards her. T
he ball of fear has been removed from where it was. Once again, our Hearts open fully to Love and to Life!  Once again, we are reminded to Create from the place of Love, not of fear. 

Women are being reminded to use the Creative Power of their Wombs to Create the Life that is their Heart's Desire, in the highest and best for All!! Whispers on the wind tell the wombs everywhere to bring in the New World Energy!! As all of our wombs work in Unison~~ just WATCH how quickly the New World Emerges!!! *:)☮♥✿ 


‪#‎BlessedBe‬‪#‎SeeYouInNewEden‬

Mitakuye Oyasin ~ Aloha ~ Shalom ~ Namaste ~ Malama 'Aina ~ Malama Kakou ~ Malama Pono

I Love You!